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Chapter Eleven

 

They sat around the table listening to Giles quietly explain what had happened.  It didn’t go unnoticed that he had refused to let go of Buffy’s hand since they had sat down.

 

“It was the Guardian of Ristos.  I should have followed up on the aftermath of the ritual earlier.”

 

“Well, you have been kind of busy lately.”  Anya stated quietly.  When she realized that everyone was staring at her, she continued.  “I’m not saying that’s a bad thing.  It happens.  And…I’m sorry, I said the wrong thing at the wrong time again.”

 

Giles exhaled softly as Anya dropped her gaze.  “It’s alright, Anya.”  He offered her an understanding smile when she looked up before he continued.  “If the ritual has not been completed in a set period of time, the Guardian is sent to destroy the person or persons who interrupted the process.”

 

Buffy squeezed his hand.  “Who are us.

 

He nodded slowly.  “The demon emits an acid-like substance in battle.  It doesn’t burn, but it eats through the dermis and fatally poisons the blood.  Death…”  He closed his eyes briefly, willing his stomach to stop its churning.  “Death is not instantaneous.  It is long, excruciating, and…”

 

Unable to finish his words, he stood and simply walked out the back door.  Buffy watched him, sadness filling her heart.  She looked at her friends and hoped they would understand. 

 

“Guys…”

 

The three of them nodded silently and stood.  Willow gave her a hug and told her if she needed anything to call.  And then they quietly left.

 

She walked outside to find him standing there, staring at the sky, his glasses held lightly in his left hand.  She gently placed her hand on the small of his back.

 

“Hey…”

 

His head dropped and he shuddered violently.  It was then that she definitely knew that he was crying.  She walked around him until she was facing him.  She wrapped her arms around his waist and laid her head against his chest.

 

“I’m okay, Giles.”

 

He moved his arms around her, pulling her tightly against him.  “You…almost weren’t.”

 

“Almost.”  She agreed softly.  “But, you saved me.”

 

“If I were a second later getting there…”

 

She looked up quickly.  “Don’t think like that.  No ‘what ifs’, okay?”

 

He met her eyes.  “I can’t handle the thought of losing you, Buffy.  And that terrifies me more than you could possibly imagine.”

 

She lifted her hand and gently wiped the tears from his face.  “Probably as much as the thought of losing you terrifies me.  So, let’s do each other a favour here.  Let’s go upstairs, I’ll call Mom and explain why I’m staying with you tonight, we lay down and hold each other, and not think about losing one of us.”

 

He allowed her to lead him back inside before he halted their movement.  When she turned around to question him, he nodded slowly.

 

“When did you become so logical?”

 

She smiled softly.  “When I really started listening to you.”

 

He returned her gentle smile and followed her as she led him up the stairs.

 

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

 

His eyes held her gaze as she slipped under the covers beside of him.  “What did you tell her?”

 

She snuggled up to him, placing a warm kiss on his bare chest.  “The truth.  Big nasty demon, you saved my life, you’re upset, I’m okay, and I’m not leaving you tonight.”

 

His arm rested over her hip, his fingers toying with the hem of his shirt that she was wearing.  “And…she was alright with that?”

 

She moved her hand to his hip.  “As alright as she can be, I guess.  I didn’t really give her much choice in the matter.”

 

He nodded silently, his fingers dancing under the shirt to touch her skin.  His eyes closed briefly as her fingers edged under the waistband of his pajama bottoms.  He opened his eyes, staring into hers.  Seeing the absolute need in his green depths, she gently rolled onto her back.

 

“Giles…”

 

He kissed her suddenly, slowly and passionately.  He moved over her, moaning softly as her hands pushed his pajamas down over his hips.  He took his time, allowing his mouth to move to her neck as she spread her thighs to more easily accommodate him.  Her fingers caressed the back of his head as her free hand reached down, encircling his erection and guiding it to her.

 

He raised his head, his eyes wordlessly searching hers.  She gave him a smile full of love and understanding, her eyes fluttering softly as he gently entered her.  He kissed her again, his tongue seeking hers as he began to slowly move within her.  Her hands gripped his back as she matched his pace, her hips arching to meet his.

 

He kept his pace slow, relishing the sensation of her warm body moving slowly beneath him.  His mouth moved along her throat until her buried his face in the crook of her neck.  He fought back his tears as his mind relived the details of the night’s events.  Despite his slow thrusts and his intentions of making it last as long as possible, his orgasm quickly overtook him as his tears broke free.

 

She held his shuddering body close as she kissed his head tenderly.  He lifted his head slightly, a heavy sigh escaping his lips.

 

“Buffy, I…I’m sorry.”

 

Her hands gently rubbed his back in an effort to soothe him.  “For what?”

 

He kissed her shoulder softly.  “I…wasn’t expecting to…I wanted to take it…slow.  And…you didn’t…”

 

She cut him off quickly, using her hand to turn his head so he’d look at her.  “Giles, this wasn’t about me getting off.”  She saw the apology still holding firm in his eyes and decided to take another tactic.  “Kiss me.”

 

He took a shaky breath, and then met her lips, responding quickly as she deepened the kiss.  His tongue caressed hers as he poured his passion into the union.  He groaned into her mouth when he felt her inner muscles quiver around him.  He pulled back, questioning her silently.

 

She smiled, resting her hand on the side of his neck.  “Did you feel that?”  Her smile widened slightly as he gave her a nod.  “That’s what I feel every time you kiss me.”  She inhaled softly.  “I honestly think you could make me come with a kiss.”

 

A smile touched his lips.  “I think I’d like to test that theory.”  He kissed her again, feeling the same reaction.  As he began to harden inside of her, he broke the kiss, his smile finally reaching his eyes.  “But…not right now.”

 

Her nails scratched his neck as she involuntarily clenched her fingers when he began to rock his hips against her.  His name fell from her lips on a guttural moan.  His right hand slid down her body, lifting her hip slightly as he drove deeper into her.  His lips and teeth nipped at her neck as he listened to her sounds of pleasure, which grew louder with each thrust.

 

Her nails raked across his shoulders, his fingers threatened to leave bruises on her hip as he quickened his pace.  Her inner walls began to convulse around him.  Knowing she was close, he moved his mouth to her ear and whispered huskily.

 

“Scream for me.”

 

She complied as her body shuddered violently, her intense orgasm flooding over her.  He was sure that his neighbours would have heard her.  He was also sure that he didn’t care if they had as he came for a second time, her name leaving his lips on a loud groan.

 

Her hands trembled as she held his body to her.  “My God…”

 

“Mm-hm.”  He agreed tiredly as he kissed her neck tenderly.

 

“Giles?”

 

“Hm?”

 

Her fingers toyed with his sweat-dampened hair.  “No more blame.  No more bad thoughts.  Okay?”

 

He carefully moved to her side and met her eyes.  He offered her a smile and nodded.  “I’m rather sure that we’ll have many more close calls in the future.”

 

She chuckled as she moved into his embrace.  “That’s the spirit, Giles.”

 

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

 

At Joyce’s request, the Scooby meeting for the next day took place at the Summers’ residence.  Mainly because she wanted the details of the life-threatening event that had taken place the previous night.  Though she knew that it was also to watch the interaction between her daughter and the Watcher.

 

At the moment, only Willow had arrived.  Xander had called to say that he and Anya were running a bit late.  Giles was taking the opportunity to read further into the Risenbridt.

 

He sat on the couch, seemingly comfortable with the book resting on his right thigh.  Willow was reading in the chair opposite him.  Joyce was brewing coffee and tea.  Buffy walked into the living room and smiled at the image of a relaxed Giles.  She walked over quietly and took a seat on the floor directly in front of him, between his legs with her back resting against the couch.  He looked down at her with a puzzled expression.

 

“Wouldn’t you rather sit up here?”

 

She looked up at him and smiled, shaking her head.  “Nope, perfectly comfy here.”

 

Willow grinned as Giles gave Buffy a quick nod and went back to reading.  The fingers of his left hand moved until they were resting lightly on the juncture of her shoulder and neck.

 

This was the scene that greeted Joyce as she walked into the room with a tray of steaming mugs.  What struck her most was the complete comfort shared by Buffy and Giles.  They were both reading intently, obviously some sort of research.  And then she noticed how his fingers were lovingly caressing the skin of Buffy’s neck.  It was almost as if it were an automatic reaction that he was unaware of. 

 

She had been filled in on what had happened last night.  She could easily hear the pain and fear in Giles’ voice as well as see the emotions in the tears that threatened to spill onto his face as the details were relayed.  As much as she didn’t want to admit it, she knew without a doubt that he was in love with Buffy and that he had told her the truth that night she went to his apartment to talk.

 

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

 

Buffy felt Giles shift on the couch and looked up at him.

 

“You okay?”

 

“Hm?”  He met her eyes and smiled softly.  “Oh, yes.  I was just…I was a little uncomfortable.”

 

She grinned knowingly at him and Willow successfully held in her giggle.  Joyce re-entered the room and announced that she was going to go pick up the pizzas that had been ordered.  Willow and Buffy exchanged a quick glance and Willow closed her book.

 

“Would you mind if I went with you?”  When Joyce looked at her, she continued quickly.  “It’s just that you have to go by my house and there’s a book that I need to pick up that might be helpful…”

 

Joyce shrugged her shoulders when she glanced at Giles and noticed that he had not looked up from his book.  In fact, it was obvious that he hadn’t even heard the conversation, as he was so absorbed in the reading.  “Sure, come on.”

 

Buffy grinned when the front door closed.  She waited until she heard her mother’s car leave the driveway before she set her book aside and turned to face him.  He looked at her in confusion as she took the book from his hands and placed it on the cushion next to him.

 

She knelt between his legs with her hands on his thighs.  “We’re alone for a few minutes.”

 

Giles looked around, more than slightly confused.  “What?”

 

She rose up and kissed him softly.  “Mom and Will went to get pizza.  Xander and Anya aren’t here yet.”  She glanced down at his groin quickly.  “Are you still uncomfortable?”

 

He hissed lightly as her hand slid forward on his thigh until it brushed across his groin.  “I wasn’t.  But, that seems to be changing quickly.”

 

She licked her lips, staring into his eyes as her fingers quickly unbuckled his belt and unbuttoned his jeans.  “Let me see if I can make you more comfy?”

 

His eyes darkened as her fingers unzipped his jeans and pulled out his hardening manhood.  “Buffy…”

 

“Shh.”  She bent her head and placed a kiss on the head.  “Can’t have you uncomfortable, can we?”

 

Any response he was going to give was forgotten as her mouth quickly engulfed him.  He groaned, his left hand gripping her shoulder and his head falling back to rest on the back of the couch.  She sucked gently, her tongue pressing against his flesh.  She looked up at him and smiled inwardly.  Her hand wrapped around the shaft, pumping slowly as she let him slide out of her mouth.

 

“Giles?”

 

“Hm?”  His breathing was already erratic.

 

Her hand squeezed him and increased its pace.  “Look at me.”

 

He opened his eyes with effort and looked down at her smiling face.  Another groan escaped him as she spoke her next words.

 

“Watch me make you come.”

 

She maintained eye contact as she took him back into her mouth.  His fingers gripped her shoulder with more force as he watched her slide her mouth up and down his length.  He bit his lip as she sucked a bit harder.

 

“Oh dear Lord.”  He fought to keep his eyes open.  He groaned loudly when her hand began to stroke his shaft faster as she held the glans between her lips.  “So close…”

 

“Mm-hm.”  She murmured against his flesh, feeling him expand in her grip.

 

The vibration her murmur caused was just enough to make him lose control.  His hips bucked against her, his fingers clenched almost painfully on her shoulder.

 

“Buffy.”

 

“Hm?”  Her smile danced in her eyes as she gazed at him.

 

“Oh, God!  Buffy!  I’m…oh my…”  He lost his words as he exploded in her mouth.  His body convulsed as she drank from him.

 

His shaking fingers lightly touched her face and she slowly released him.  She used her tongue to clean him thoroughly before leaning up to kiss him passionately.  His tongue swept into her mouth as he pulled her into his trembling arms.

 

After a few moments, she slowly broke the kiss and smiled lovingly at him.  “Feel better now?”

 

He returned her smile and nodded.  “Much.”  He watched in fascination as she carefully tucked him back in and got him zipped, buttoned, and buckled back up.  “Your turn.”

 

She shook her head and grinned.  “Not necessary right now.”  She laughed softly when he tilted his head in a silent question.  “I came when you came.”

 

His eyes widened, his smile showing clearly in his green irises.  “Oh?”

 

“Mm-hm.”  Her hands soothingly rubbed his thighs.  “And, besides that…we really don’t have time.  Xander and Anya will be here any minute.”

 

As if on cue, they heard the back door open and the distinct sound of bickering.  She gave him a wink and then quickly returned to her prior position on the floor, between his legs with her back resting against the couch.

 

With a satisfied sigh, he picked up his book and placed it on his right thigh.

 

Chapter Twelve

 

Buffy sat next to Giles on the couch, systematically plucking the olives off of her pizza and dropping them onto his plate.  He picked up an olive slice and popped it into his mouth, shaking his head in answer to Xander’s question.

 

“No, this isn’t like the Order of Taraka.  There is only one Guardian and when or if it has been defeated that’s the end of it.  Until the ritual can begin again.”

 

Anya pulled a mushroom off of her slice and grimaced.  “Why would they put these on here?”

 

“Because, some people like mushrooms, An.”  Xander patted her knee before looking back at Giles.  “So, when can the ritual begin again?”

 

Buffy took a drink of her Coke and answered quickly.  “When another log matures.”

 

Giles chuckled softly when the other three narrowed their eyes and stared at Buffy.  Buffy sighed, shrugged her shoulders and gestured to Giles.  “Ask him then.”

 

Giles spent the next twenty minutes going through the details of the ritual, ending with “it could be possibly hundreds of years before another log has matured enough to be used in the ritual.”

 

They all nodded and Buffy reached for another slice of pizza.  “See?  When another log matures…”

 

Joyce leaned against the doorway, smiling as she listened to the conversation going on.  She shifted nervously and took a deep breath.

 

“Rupert?”

 

Giles looked up from his task of using his thumb to wipe away a dab of pizza sauce from the corner of Buffy’s mouth.  He jerked his hand back quickly as if he had been burned.  Truth was, he hadn’t any idea that Joyce was standing there or else he would have been more careful about touching Buffy in any way.

 

He cleared his throat, feeling his face flush slightly.  “Yes?”

 

“Can I talk to you for a minute?”

 

He licked the sauce off of his thumb and pushed himself up from the couch.  “Yes, of course.”

 

Buffy smiled adoringly at him as he followed her mother into the kitchen.  Willow leaned forward, talking softly.

 

“Buffy?  What’s going on?”

 

Buffy grinned at her friend and settled back against the cushions on the couch.  “I’m not sure, but…I think we’re getting ready to get blessed.”

 

Xander swallowed a mouthful of pizza and stared at Buffy.  “Since when are you religious?”

 

Buffy rolled her eyes at him as she and Willow started to laugh.

 

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

 

Giles leaned nervously against the breakfast bar in the kitchen as Joyce poured a cup of tea.  She handed it to him, smiling warmly.

 

“I wanted to thank you for being there for Buffy last night.”

 

“Oh, uh…”  He dropped a spoonful of sugar into the cup and stirred slowly.  “I’m just happy that I was able to arrive in time.”

 

She took a sip of her coffee before she looked at him.  “In all seriousness, Rupert…how close was it?”

 

He looked away briefly and took a deep breath before answering softly.  “Far too close, Joyce.”  He turned his eyes back to her and swallowed the lump forming in his throat.  “Two seconds, maybe?”

 

Joyce paled and placed her coffee onto the bar.  “If it had touched her, would…is there anything that…”

 

He stared into his cup and shook his head slowly.  “There may have been a spell to help the symptoms, but…”  His hand trembled as he reached up to remove his glasses.  “No, no antidote for the poison.”

 

She watched him carefully.  “Are you okay?”

 

He nodded as he polished his glasses and slid them back on.  “The important thing is that…”

 

“You saved her.”  She tilted her head thoughtfully as she regarded him.  “You put your own life in danger to save her.”

 

“I don’t see it in those terms.  I see it as doing everything I possibly can to keep her alive.”  He stood up a bit straighter and looked into her eyes.  “She’s always in danger, Joyce.  There will always be close calls.  It’s the nature of her calling.  I can’t keep her out of danger, and there’s really no way for me to always keep her safe.  But, I will give everything I have to keep her alive.”

 

Her eyes glistened.  “You have so many times before, haven’t you?  I mean, putting yourself in danger to help her.”  She smiled softly.  “And it’s not all about your role as her Watcher.”

 

He cleared his throat and inhaled deeply.  “I am in love with her, Joyce.  Maybe in the beginning it was about me being her Watcher, but not now.  It hasn’t been about her being my Slayer for quite some time.”  His fingers idly turned the ring on his left pinky.  “I’m a good man.  I know sometimes it’s hard for you to see that.  You see me as the man who puts your daughter in peril.  You want to protect her, and I do understand that.  But, I will never intentionally hurt her and I will give my life to protect her.”

 

“You really would, wouldn’t you?”

 

“In a heartbeat.”  

 

The words were softly spoken and she saw the truth in his eyes.

 

“You know I’d never ask you to do that.”

 

Giles and Joyce turned towards the voice, finding Buffy leaning against the doorframe with a small smile on her face.  Giles nodded and took a deep breath.

 

“I do know that, Buffy.  But, I wasn’t exactly talking about asking your permission.”  He smiled at a memory that drifted through his mind.  “We both know how far I’d get.”

 

Buffy grinned as she walked into the kitchen and stood in front of him.  “As far as the floor would let you fall.”

 

“Well, I’m confused.  Care to let me in on what you’re talking about?”

 

They both looked at Joyce and Giles spoke.  “I attempted to take Buffy’s place in facing the Master a few years ago.”

 

Joyce narrowed her eyes at her daughter.  “That was when you drowned, right?”  When Buffy nodded, Joyce continued.  “If you took her place, how did she drown?”

 

Giles laughed softly.  “I stated that I attempted to take her place.”

 

Buffy looked up at him and joined in with his laughter before turning back to her mother.  “He had this bright idea that he’d save my life and go off on his own to face the Master.  I didn’t agree with that.  Not only was it my prophecy to go against the Master, but…I knew that if he went down there, I’d never see him again.”  She took hold of his hand, lacing their fingers together.  “So, I hit him and knocked him out cold.”

 

He squeezed her fingers gently.  “I was so angry when I came to.”  He looked into her eyes and sighed softly.  “And so very scared that I would lose you to him.”

 

“Almost did.”  She offered him and her mother a bright smile.  “But almost only counts in horseshoes and hand grenades.”  She looked puzzled for a moment before musing out loud.  “That’s such an odd saying…horseshoes and hand grenades.”

 

Giles chuckled and leaned down, kissing the top of her head.  He looked back up and saw that Joyce was smiling at them.  He inconspicuously squeezed Buffy’s hand to get her attention.  When her daughter looked up at her, Joyce began to speak.

 

“Rupert, you were right.  You are a good man.”  She glanced at Buffy, gesturing towards Giles with a tilt of her head.  “He loves you so much, Buffy.”

 

Buffy nodded in agreement.  “I know he does.”

 

Joyce turned her gaze back to Giles’ hopeful eyes.  “If you ever hurt her, or cheat on her, or…”  She sighed heavily.  “Don’t hurt her, Rupert.  Because, if you do…you’ll find out that Buffy isn’t the only Slayer in the Summers family.”

 

“Mom?”  Buffy’s voice was tentative.  “What are you saying?”

 

Joyce smiled at her daughter.  “I’m saying that I’d have to be blind to not see that your relationship is real.”  She looked back at Giles.  “And, I’m also saying that I’m sorry for jumping to the wrong conclusions in the beginning.”

 

Giles smiled shyly.  “It was perfectly understandable, Joyce.”

 

Buffy gripped Giles’ hand a bit tighter.  “Are you giving us your blessing, Mom?”

 

Joyce took a deep breath and nodded.  “Yes, I think I am.”

 

Giles grimaced and pulled his hand from Buffy’s grip.  She looked up at him sheepishly.  He smiled down at her and slid his arm around her.  Giles turned his shining eyes to Joyce and spoke softly.

 

“Thank you.”

 

Joyce grinned as she turned and walked towards the doorway leading back to the living room.  “Just remember what I said, Rupert.”

 

As she reached the door, she glanced back to see him lean down and kiss her daughter tenderly as Buffy’s fingers toyed with a curl of his hair.  With her heart feeling a bit lighter, she made her way to the living room.

 

Buffy slowly pulled away from the kiss and looked into his eyes.  “You know she was being serious, right?  I mean, about the killing you part if you ever hurt me or cheat on me…”

 

He nodded slowly, his smile showing in his eyes.  “I do.  But, I also know that if I were to stray from you there wouldn’t be much left for her to slay after you were done with me.”

 

Buffy laughed softly.  “So, no straying?”

 

“I don’t think it would ever cross my mind.”  His lips touched hers again.  “I couldn’t stray from you when we weren’t in a romantic relationship.”

 

“But you loved me then, didn’t you?”

 

“You know exactly how long I’ve loved you.”  His fingers lightly combed through her hair.  “I tried to move on.  I never thought you would love me in this way.  And...I’ve never felt this...”  He sighed softly.  “Not even with Jenny.  I loved her very much, but…I never felt for her what I feel for you.”

 

She leaned forward, placing her head against his chest.  “You never talk about her.”

 

His hands caressed her back.  “There’s not much to say.”  He felt her take a deep breath.  “I never blamed you for Jenny’s death, Buffy.”

 

“And you’ve never forgiven Angel for her death, have you?”

 

He held her tighter against him.  “I haven’t forgiven Angel for numerous things.  To be quite honest, there are some events I doubt I’ll ever forgive him for.”  He pulled back and looked down at her.  “And some of those took place when he was Angel and not Angelus.”

 

He took a deep breath and allowed a smile to tug at his lips.  “And, right now I think that our conversation has moved into deeper territory than we should have allowed.  We have plenty of time to discuss this.”

 

Buffy nodded in agreement.  “I say we go celebrate the fact that Mom is okay with us.  Maybe take the guys out for a coffee and then…go back to your place?”

 

Giles grinned as she pulled out of his arms.  “That sounds acceptable.”

 

Chapter Thirteen

 

Three months later...

 

He followed Buffy into her backyard, a sword in his left hand and two wooden staffs in his right.  He squinted his eyes as they walked into the bright sun.  “Are you sure about this, Buffy?”

 

She stretched her muscles, looking at him with a smile on her face.  “The yard is fenced.  Pretty much no one can see in here.  I just thought it’d be nice to take advantage of a beautiful day while we train.”

 

He dropped the staffs to the ground and pulled a pair of sunglasses out of his pocket.  He glanced around the yard and, realizing she was right about their privacy, he nodded.  “Okay.”

 

Her eyes drifted to the sword that he was effortlessly twirling with his left hand.  “You gonna attack me with a sword today?”

 

He grinned at her.  “I haven’t decided yet.  I would like to work on your staff work first.”

 

She stared at him.  “We’ve been over this, Giles.  How many vamps or demons have you seen lately carrying a big stick around with them?”

 

He chuckled as he tossed a staff to her.  “Solid staff work is the basis of good swordsmanship.”

 

She sighed heavily, easily catching the staff.  “But...it’s boring.”

 

Before she knew what was happening, he had taken his own staff and quickly swept her legs out from under her.  She landed on her back and opened her eyes to see him smiling above her. 

 

“Still boring, is it?”

 

She pushed herself up, brushing the dirt from her pants.  She glared at him and took her stance in front of him.  “Alright then, Watcher.  Let’s go.”

 

They spent the next forty minutes knocking each other down.  He was quite impressed with her progress.  He circled her slowly, suddenly swinging out with his staff.  He grinned at her as she successfully blocked the blow.

 

“Good.  Very good, Buffy.”

 

She slid the end of the staff behind his right ankle and with a quick movement flipped him onto his back.  He quickly rolled as she brought the staff down.  He was up on his feet in a flash and offered her a smile.  “Nice move.”

 

She relaxed her stance as he did the same, instinctively knowing that this session was over.  “Okay, so it wasn’t as boring as I thought it would be.”

 

He chuckled, taking the staff from her.  “It is a rather enjoyable sport.”  He glanced at the sword before meeting her eyes again.  “Would you like to go to a movie tonight?”

 

“That sounds nice.  What’s playing?”  She walked over to the sword and picked it up.

 

He gripped the staff in his hand as she turned to him.  “I have no idea.  I’m sure we can agree on something to watch though.”  He swung the staff defensively, blocking the sword as she slashed through the air with it.

 

She pulled back and began her offense again, bringing the sword down across to his left side.  “As long as it’s not a horror movie.  I have enough horror in my life.  Maybe a nice romantic comedy?”

 

His staff caught the blade, deflecting it from his body.  She quickly slipped the blade under the staff, flicking her wrist and knocking the weapon from his hand.  He grinned at her as she carefully slid the point of the sword to his neck.  “We can see whatever you want, Buffy.”  He took a step back and nodded appreciatively.  “And that was a very well executed attack.”

 

She grinned back at him, dropping the sword to her side.  “Is this normal?  I mean, having a discussion about a date while you’re in the middle of a sword fight?”

 

He laughed as he bent down and retrieved the staff.  “I would imagine not.  But, then again, it could quite possibly be normal for us.”

 

She grabbed her towel and wiped the sweat from her face as she tossed a bottle of water to her Watcher.  “It’s all about perspective, huh?”

 

He took a long drink and nodded.  “Yes, I suppose it is.”

 

She watched a bead of sweat roll down the side of his neck.  “Anything else you want to work on here?”

 

He waited until she looked back at his eyes and shook his head.  “No, I think that’s enough training for now.” 

 

She offered him a sly smile and sauntered over to him.  Her hands ran up his chest slowly.  “Anything else you want to work on here?”

 

He groaned softly when she leaned up and allowed her tongue to slide up his neck.  “I...uh...I’m not sure we should do this...here.”

 

Her teeth nibbled at his earlobe as her hands slid under his shirt.  “We could go inside.”  She sensed his hesitation and pulled back to look at his flushed face.  “Mom won’t be home for a few hours, you know.”

 

He inhaled sharply as her nails lightly raked across his nipple.  He looked into her eyes, clearly seeing her need and desire.  He pushed her damp hair from her face and gave her a quick nod.  He grabbed her hand as it trailed down his torso towards his groin.  “Not here, Buffy.”  He glanced at the house quickly.  “Come on.”

 

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

 

He slammed her bedroom door shut as he backed her towards the bed.  He pulled his shirt off, dropping it to the floor as she did the same.  She licked her lips seductively at him as she slid her pants down her legs.  His eyes darkened with desire, his hands quickly unbuttoning his jeans.  He carefully pulled the zipper down over his straining erection and kicked his jeans to the side.

 

They stood there for a moment, both of them completely bare in front of each other.  When her fingers lightly touched her left nipple, he growled and grabbed her, pulling her against him.  His mouth devoured hers and he groaned into her mouth when she took hold of his erection with her hand.

 

He broke the kiss and pushed her onto the bed, his body immediately covering hers as he moved on top of her.  His tongue tasted her salty skin, his fingers burning her flesh with his touch.  His tongue flicked against her earlobe as he gently nudged her legs open further with his knee.

 

“How do you want this?”

 

Her mouth latched onto his collarbone, sucking hungrily for a moment before she let him go and looked into his eyes.  “I want you to fuck me.  Right now.”

 

His fingers gripped her hip tightly.  “Are you quite sure about that?”

 

She shifted her lower body, rubbing her wet core against his thigh.  “Don’t make me beg you, Giles.”

 

He moved his leg away from her and wiped his finger through the moisture left on his skin.  He lifted his finger to his mouth, smiling at her loud moan of desire as he licked his digit clean.  His voice was gravelled with lust when he spoke.

 

“Roll over, love.”

 

She rolled onto her stomach obediently, gasping as he grasped her hips and moved her lower body so that she was on her knees.  He moved behind her, allowing his hands to lovingly caress her back.

 

“Are you comfortable?”

 

He smiled as he heard her muffled response telling him to hurry up.  Her lust-laden scream filled the room as he plunged into her. He held still for a moment as her muscles relaxed slightly around him.  His fingers gripped her hips and he began to move against her with hard and long thrusts.  He watched as her fingers grasped the railings in the headboard with enough force to turn her knuckles white.

 

“Feel good?”

 

He received a groan in response and quickened his pace, biting his lip as she forced her hips back into him, increasing the pressure.  He slammed his body into her, watching the light sheen of perspiration coat her back.

 

“Do you like it when I fuck you?”

 

“Oh, God...yes, Giles...harder...”

 

He complied eagerly, angling her hips differently to facilitate the increase in speed and depth.  “Better?”

 

Her scream was muffled as she buried her face into the pillow.  He slid his right arm under her and pulled her up until her back rested against his chest.  His teeth nipped along her shoulder as he continued to thrust into her.

 

“Close...Giles...”

 

He smiled against her skin.  “Know what makes it better, love?”

 

She shook her head, unable to form words.  He moved his lips to her ear and his fingers to her throbbing clitoris.  Her head fell back against his shoulder as she let out a deep moan.  Her moan turned to a frustrated whimper when he moved his fingers away from her.  He took her hand and moved it so that her fingers brushed across the aching nub.

 

“Touch yourself while I’m fucking you.  Let me feel you come all over me.”

 

His hand moved to her breast, kneading the firm flesh as his thumb flicked across her nipple.  He felt her inner muscles clench tightly around him as he continued to move inside of her.  He nipped at her earlobe before hungrily whispering in her ear.

 

“That’s it.  You’re almost there.”  He allowed his fingers to brush against hers as she continued rubbing herself.  “Can I help you?  Can we both touch you while I’m inside of you?”

 

She groaned loudly, the sensation of him helping her being too much to absorb.  He grinned as her muscles began to quiver.

 

“Do you like it when I talk to you?”

 

“Mm...”

 

“Do you want me to come inside of you?”

 

“Giles...” 

 

He increased his pressure on her clitoris and drove harder into her.  “Come for me.”

 

Her muscles began to convulse as she let out a scream, her juices flowing over him in a flood.  He held her tightly, riding the waves.  When he felt her muscles begin to give way, he pulled out of her, laid her down onto the mattress, and rolled her onto her back.  He moved between her thighs, gripping her hips as he plunged into her again.

 

“Oh, God!”  She cried out in ecstasy as another orgasm overtook her.

 

He held on as long as he could and then, with a loud scream of his own, he thrust one more time and emptied himself into her.  He fought for his breath as he fell onto the mattress beside of her.

 

“Buffy?”

 

Her body quivered as she turned her head to look at him.  Her skin was flushed and damp with sweat.  “Mm?”

 

“Are...are you...okay?”

 

She giggled softly and tried to catch her breath.  “Incredible...you are...incredible.”

 

He smiled lovingly and pulled her into his arms.  “It’s...uh...been a long time...since...”

 

She snuggled against his chest.  “Really?  I couldn’t tell.”  She looked up at him and smiled shyly.  “To be honest, I wasn’t sure if you would...”

 

He chuckled and kissed her lips softly.  “I think I wanted it as much as you did.  Just...don’t expect that all of the time.”  He smiled as she silently questioned him.  “As erotic and wonderful as that was, I much prefer to make love to you.”

 

She returned his kiss and nodded in understanding.  She glanced at the clock and sighed.  He caressed her abdomen as he nuzzled her neck.

 

“What’s wrong, Buffy?”

 

“We have an hour before Mom gets home.  And...I really have no desire, or strength even, to get up.”

 

He pushed himself up slightly and looked down at her.  “You rest for a few minutes and I’ll take a quick shower and get dressed.  And then you can take a long, hot shower and I’ll wait downstairs for you, okay?”

 

She nodded, another heavy sigh leaving her lips as he climbed out of her bed.  “I love you, Giles.”

 

He looked back at her and smiled in adoration of her.  “I love you too, Buffy.”

 

As he closed the door behind him, she closed her eyes and pulled the sheet up over her.

 

Chapter Fourteen

 

They walked out of the cinema and into the night air.  Buffy shivered as a breeze swept by them.  Giles shrugged his jacket off, smiling as he slipped it over her shoulders.  “What did you think of the movie?”

 

She slid her arms into the sleeves and grinned.  “What I actually saw of it I liked.”  She stared at the sleeves of the jacket before looking up at him.  “And...how long are your arms?”

 

He chuckled softly.  “I’m six foot one.  It would stand to reason that I have fairly long arms.”

 

“Yeah, but how ridiculous does this look?”  She waved her arms in front of her, causing the sleeves to flap about wildly.

 

Giles laughed loudly as he watched her.  “Buffy, that would look ridiculous if you weren’t wearing my jacket.”

 

She stopped her flapping and attempted to glare at him.  Seeing the tears of laughter in his eyes, she couldn’t help but join in.  “Yeah, good point there.”

 

He wiped his eyes as they continued to walk.  “Besides, it really wasn’t meant to be a fashion statement.  It was meant to keep you a bit warmer.”

 

She leaned into him as they turned the corner.  “And, I’m definitely toasty.”  She linked her arm through his and rested her head against his upper arm.  “I like date nights.  I feel almost normal.”

 

“Hm.  Because most normal twenty year old girls are hanging all over forty-four year old men.”  He smiled wryly at her.  “Not that I’m complaining at all.  Because, I’m...not.”

 

She slid her hand down to his and laced their fingers.  “Good.  As long as it’s just one twenty year old woman that you’re not complaining about hanging all over you.”

 

He laughed softly, leaning down and kissing the top of her head.  “Just one.”  They crossed the street and he looked down at her.  “So, we’ve had dinner, seen a movie...”

 

“Went to see a movie, didn’t see much of it.”  She interjected.

 

He blushed lightly.  “Yes, well.  That was your fault.”

 

“How was it my fault?”

 

He grinned at her and lifted his hand, combing his fingers through her hair.  “You’re the one who wanted to sit in the back row.  And...you kissed me first.”

 

She returned his grin.  “Well, you didn’t stop me.”

 

He tilted his head slightly.  “Have you ever tried to stop you?” 

 

She laughed, shaking her head.  “No.  And the phrasing of your question sounded like mine.”

 

“Hm, yes.  You do seem to be rubbing off on me somewhat.  My point was, once you get your mind set on something, there’s not much I, or anyone else for that matter, can do to stop you.”  He smiled lovingly.  “I find it rather endearing, actually.”

 

“You say the sweetest things sometimes.”

 

“Now, as I was saying.  We’ve had dinner, been to a movie...would you like to do anything else?”

 

She glanced down the road and smiled.  “We could go to the Bronze and spend some time with our friends.”

 

He snorted, the amusement showing in his eyes.  You can go to the Bronze and spend time with our friends.  The music there isn’t much to my liking.  And then there are the hordes of hormone-fuelled teenagers increasing the din.”

 

He looked into her eyes, seeing her disappointment.  “Buffy, the Bronze isn’t a place for people like me.  I’d much rather go home and read.”

 

She sighed heavily.  “Okay, then.  Let’s go.”

 

He remained standing still, pulling her to a stop as she attempted to walk away.  “Buffy, that’s not to say that you can’t go.” 

 

“Are you sure?”

 

He smiled and nodded his head.  “I am not going to change who you are.  I am also not going to dictate what you can or can’t do.  It’s important for you to remain who you are.  And you are a beautiful woman who, among many other things, enjoys going to a club filled with noise with your friends.  I’m not going to stop you from going.”  He gave her fingers a gentle squeeze before pulling her back to him and kissing her lips soundly.  “I’ll walk you there before I go home, okay?”

 

“Like I said...the sweetest things.”  She smiled brightly as they walked to the club.  “You sure you don’t want to come in?”

 

He chuckled as he shook his head.  “I, uh...think I’ll go home and read.  But, I’ll wait up for you if you want to come by afterwards.”

 

She leaned up and kissed him softly.  “I’ll be by later.  What are you going to read?”

 

He shrugged his shoulders lightly.  “Demon anthologies.”

 

She laughed as she reluctantly let go of his hand and walked towards the door to the Bronze.  “And who says my man doesn’t know how to have fun?”

 

He grinned as he watched her walk into the club.  And then turned to make his way home.

 

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

 

Willow looked up, grinning broadly as Buffy walked over to the table.  “Hey!  Where’s Giles?”

 

Buffy slid onto the stool and smiled at her friend.  “He went home.  Some demon book was summoning him.”  She looked around, spotting Xander and Anya on the dancefloor and Oz coming back to the table with two drinks in his hands.  “Busy night here, tonight.”

 

Willow took the drink that Oz offered to her and nodded her head.  “Yeah, it’s been crazy here!”

 

Oz smirked as he sat down beside of his girlfriend.  “Well, Anya’s here.”  He looked across the table at Buffy.  “How’s your night, Buffy?”

 

Buffy grinned brightly.  “No patrol tonight.  It’s date night.”

 

Oz looked around, puzzled.  “And your date?”

 

“Went home to read.” 

 

Oz gave a quick nod.  “Fun date.”

 

Buffy chuckled.  “Well, there was dinner and a movie before he went home.  One of these days, I’m going to get him in here.”

 

Willow took a sip of her drink.  “He’s been here before.”

 

Buffy supported her head with her hand and nodded.  “Yeah, to drag me out of here because of various crises.”  She sighed lightly.  “I want him to come here to be here with me.  You know, to dance and cuddle...”

 

Oz gave another smirk. 

 

Willow placed her hand over his.  “Buffy, you know this isn’t Giles’ idea of a good time.”

 

“Oh yeah, I know.”  She smiled at the two sitting across from her.  “I can dream though, can’t I?”

 

Oz’s eyes darted up quickly before returning to Buffy’s.  “Sometimes dreams come true.”

 

Feeling a warm hand on her shoulder, she turned slightly and looked up.  “Hey there.  Vampires?”  She started to stand up, narrowing her eyes when he applied a bit of pressure to her shoulder and then sat down beside of her.  “Giles?”

 

He smiled softly as he shook his head.  “No vampires.  No demons.  Nothing evil.”  His hand moved from her shoulder and slowly slid down her back.  “Just me not wanting the evening to end just yet.  If that’s okay?”

 

She nodded quickly, moving her hand to his thigh.  “It’s very okay.”  She leaned over and kissed his lips lightly.  “Thank you.”

 

He smiled at her and then narrowed his eyes, surveying the room.  “Yes, it’s much like I remembered it.”

 

Buffy chuckled.  “Yeah, din and hordes.”

 

“Whores?  Where’s whores?”  Xander asked breathlessly.

 

Buffy shook her head in amusement.

 

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

 

Giles watched Buffy move across the floor as she danced with Xander.  Anya’s voice brought his mind back to the three people sitting around the table with him.

 

“What?”

 

Anya smiled brightly.  “I just said that I’m okay with Xander dancing with Buffy because I know she doesn’t want him to give her orgasms.”

 

Giles shook his head slowly, not sure why he was shocked by anything Anya said anymore.  “No, I dare say she doesn’t.”

 

“I mean, that’s your job, right?”

 

He closed his eyes briefly and sighed.  He realized that there was no point in attempting to reply to her question.  Instead, he opened his eyes and found Buffy’s form once more.  The current song was ending and he watched carefully as a young man approached her.  She smiled politely and shook her head.  Giles’ eyes narrowed as the man tried again to obviously coax Buffy into a dance.

 

Giles quietly stood up, muttering “excuse me” to his friends still sitting at the table.  Willow followed him with her eyes and squeezed Oz’s hand.  He nodded in silent agreement and stood up, the two of them following Giles at a safe distance.

 

Giles reached Buffy fairly easily and stepped between her and the young man.  His eyes were dark, but his voice was cool as he spoke softly.

 

“Excuse me, I think this dance is mine.”

 

The boy snorted and looked around him to Buffy.  “You have a bodyguard?”

 

Giles shook his head slowly, a dangerous smile tugging at his lips.  “She doesn’t need a bodyguard.  She’s more than capable of taking care of herself.”

 

The boy shrugged his shoulders in annoyance.  “And you’re here, why?”

 

Giles stood tall and glared at him, his voice eerily calm.  “I’m rather sure I’ve already stated my reason for being here.”

 

Seeing something in the older man’s eyes, the boy took a step back and waved his hand.  “Whatever, man.  Have at it.”

 

He turned to Buffy as the young man stomped off.  Buffy’s smile threatened to blind him.  He smiled back at her and took her hand.

 

“So, this dance...may I have it?”

 

She nodded wordlessly and stepped into his embrace. 

 

The two other couples smiled brightly and backed away from the couple to give them some space.  She rested her head against his chest as he held her, their bodies moving rhythmically with the music.  Hearing her deep sigh, he pulled back a fraction and looked at her.

 

“You okay?”

 

She met his gaze, her happiness showing in her eyes.  “Better than.”  Her fingers toyed with a button on his shirt.  “I love dancing with you.”

 

He raised an eyebrow as he moved with the music.  “Oh?”

 

She grinned seductively as she heard the music begin to change.  “Mm-hm.  We should…definitely dance more.”

 

He blushed lightly, glancing around as the music took on a fairly erotic sound.  “I, uh...I think our dance is over.” 

 

She draped her hands over his shoulders and shook her head slowly.  “Just beginning.”

 

Her body began to move suggestively against him.  He instinctively tightened his hold on her hips as she brushed against his groin.  Feeling him beginning to respond to her moves, she grinned up at him.

 

“Dance with me, Giles.”

 

He groaned softly as her hips gyrated against him.  “Stop that.”

 

She licked her lips and allowed her hands to slide slowly down his chest.  She smiled as his body began to match hers, moving with hers in a seductive dance.  “Do you really want me to stop?”

 

He closed his eyes briefly and tried to control his breathing.  “Buffy, we’re...mm...we’re in a very, uh...public place...”

 

She nodded and slid her hands back up his chest, allowing her nails to graze his nipples through his shirt.  “Yeah, we are.  And...if you look around, you’ll see that everyone else in this very public place is dancing just like us.”

 

He took a chance and allowed his eyes to sweep the room.  She was right and as far as he could tell, no one was taking notice of them and the way she was pressing up against his body in all the right places and in all the right ways.

 

He allowed her to take the lead and his body followed hers willingly. 

 

Willow nudged Oz and gestured with a tilt of her head towards the Slayer and Watcher.  Oz raised an eyebrow as a smile touched his lips.  Anya grinned at Xander, who was watching the display with his mouth hanging slightly open in shock.

 

“They’re going to have lots of sex tonight.”

 

Chapter Fifteen

 

Giles didn’t bother breaking the kiss, blindly fumbling with his keys as he unlocked the front door of his apartment.  By the time he had gotten them inside and closed the door behind them, his shirt had been untucked and halfway unbuttoned.  He tossed his keys in the general direction of the table and quickly slid his hands under her shirt.

 

He pulled back from the kiss long enough to pull the shirt over her head, claiming her mouth again as he dropped the garment to the floor.  His hands moved around her, deftly unclasping her bra as her fingers pulled his belt free.

 

He moved his lips to her neck, his tongue teasing her skin.  She pushed his shirt off of his shoulders and moaned softly as his teeth lightly nipped her flesh.

 

“Giles...bed.”

 

Without another word, he picked her up quickly and climbed the stairs.  He gently laid her on the mattress and smiled at her as he climbed in beside of her and kicked his shoes off. He lightly brushed her hand away as she reached for his trousers.

 

“Not right now, Buffy.”  He chuckled softly as she whimpered.  His fingers worked on her pants and easily slid them down her legs and onto the floor.  “Right now is about me tasting you for a while.”

 

He moved up her nude body and kissed her passionately.  When her hands again reached for his pants, he moved over her and grabbed both of her hands in one of his.  He gently raised them above her head and shook his head.  “I said not right now.”

 

He then lowered his mouth to her body and began his slow assault.  Her back arched to him when he reached her breasts.  His hand released her hands and he continued his journey.  He stopped at her stomach, his tongue gently probing into her navel.  He glanced up at her, smiling inwardly as he moved his mouth to her side.  He allowed his tongue to trace her ribcage before moving down and placing an open-mouthed kiss to her hipbone.

 

She moaned his name softly as he continued to her thigh.  He gently nudged her legs further apart, his lips sliding to nip at the tender flesh of her inner thigh.  Her body trembled as he progressed down her leg and teased his tongue around her anklebone.

 

He grinned against her skin as her fingers gripped the sheets when he moved to her other leg and resumed his tortuous assault as he moved back up her body.  She groaned loudly when she finally felt his warm breath blow across her aching core.

 

Her body quivered as he pressed his tongue into her warm folds and slowly licked his way to her clitoris.  He pulled the hardened nub into his mouth, swirling his tongue around it.  Her hands reached for his head, her fingers running through his hair as she held his mouth tighter against him.

 

He mumbled her name, his eyes smiling as the vibration caused her to scream.  He gently eased two fingers into her slick channel, curling them slightly to brush against that special spot that took her breath away.  He found it quickly and stroked the slightly rough patch of flesh repeatedly as his tongue made love to her clitoris.

 

Her hands left his head and gripped the sheets again.  Her fingers twisted in the linen as her hips arched against his mouth. He increased his strokes as he felt her walls tighten around his fingers.  She came loudly, his name resonating in the room as her juices flooded his hand and the nub throbbed against his tongue.

 

He slowed his ministrations until he was lightly petting her, moving up her body only once she had drifted back down from her orgasm.  He pushed himself off the bed long enough to rid himself of his remaining clothes.

 

He crawled back onto the mattress and moved between her thighs. His erection pressed against her quivering clitoris as he leaned down and claimed her mouth.  She groaned as her tongue swept into his mouth, tasting her essence on his tongue.  She raised her lower body slightly and slid her legs over his hips. 

 

He pulled from the kiss, looking into her eyes as he slowly entered her.  “I love you, Buffy.”

 

She moaned in response as he slowly began to move within her.  Her trembling hands wrapped around his shoulders, holding him to her body.  He made love to her slowly, his lips placing tender kisses along her shoulder and up her neck.

 

She felt his warm breath in her ear as he continued his slow pace, taking his time in building her next orgasm.  She could feel his heart pound in his chest as she pulled him tighter against her.

 

“Marry me.” 

 

It was barely whispered on his breath, but she heard it.  She halted her movements and loosened her hold on him.  He lifted his head to look into her eyes in confusion.

 

“What?”  She asked breathlessly.

 

His brow furrowed for a split second, then panic raced into his eyes when he realized he had spoken the words aloud.  “Buffy, I...I didn’t mean...”

 

Sadness flooded her hazel irises.  “What?”

 

“That’s...that’s not what I meant...”  His voice trailed off as she pushed him off of her and moved her body away from him.

 

“So, it’s...just something to say?”

 

“No, Buffy.”  He put his arm over her in an attempt to pull her into an embrace.  She forcefully pushed his arm away.  “I didn’t mean to say it...”

 

She glared at him.  “You’re not helping your case any, Rupert.”

 

He took a deep breath, his panic rising as he tried to maintain control of his emotions.  “That’s not how I meant for it to happen.”  He looked into her eyes as she turned her head to him.  “That isn’t how I imagined proposing to you.”

 

“What?”  Her voice was a mere whisper, barely audible.

 

He sighed in defeat.  “We were supposed to have dinner at that horribly expensive restaurant that you love so much.  And then a quiet walk along the beach.”  He shifted his body until he was lying on his back and staring at the ceiling.  “I...I had this long declaration of love and promises for our future...”

 

He took another deep breath.  “It was supposed to be perfect.  And...I screw it up by just blurting out ‘marry me’.  Christ, I’m an idiot.”

 

“Giles?”  She turned onto her side, propping herself up on her elbow as she looked down at him.  “Are...are you being serious?”

 

He glanced at her eyes before reaching over to the bedside table.  He slowly opened the drawer, reaching in and pulling out a small box.

 

“Oh my God.”

 

He pushed himself up to a sitting position, resting his back against the headboard.  He swallowed nervously and opened the box, turning it so that she could see the contents.

 

“It, uh...it’s not a conventional engagement ring, but there are diamonds.  I...I thought that a normal solitaire would be...rather impractical for you.”  He licked his dry lips and cleared his throat softly.  “It’s a diamond band...”  He looked up from the ring to find tears rolling down her face.  “Buffy?”

 

“You just...proposed to me.”

 

“Yes, I did.”  They were quiet for a few seconds before Giles tilted his head and took a deep breath.  “Now is the part where you say yes or no.”

 

“Oh.”  A wide smile broke out on her face and she threw her arms around him, knocking the ring box from his hand as she kissed him.

 

He returned her kiss as his hand fumbled around the tangled sheets looking for the box.  He pulled away slightly and grinned.  “Is that a yes?”

 

She nodded emphatically.  “Yes, yes, yes.  It’s definitely a yes!”

 

His eyes misted and he inhaled deeply.  His fingers closed around the box and pulled it between them.  With a slight tremor, he carefully plucked the ring out and held it up.  Her eyes gleamed as he gently slid the ring onto her finger.

 

“I love you, Buffy Summers.”

 

She wiped a tear from her face and smiled.  “I love you too, Rupert Giles.”

 

He tilted his head thoughtfully.  “That sounds strange.” 

 

“What?”

 

You calling me Rupert when you’re not angry.”  He chuckled softly.  “Of course, I think it probably sounds strange for anyone to say it.  I’ve been just ‘Giles’ for so long now...”

 

She shook her head slowly.  “You’ve never been ‘just Giles’.”

 

He pulled her into his arms and kissed her slowly.  He felt a rumble in her chest and pulled back to see that she was laughing. 

 

“What’s so funny?”

 

“It’s just...”  She laughed again before continuing.  “You, the master of using too many words to say anything and everything...and how do you ask a girl to marry you?  ‘Marry me.’  I just find it...funny.”

 

He laughed along with her, peppering her lips with kisses.  “Would you like to hear my declaration that I had prepared?”

 

She slid to the mattress and pulled him over her as she kissed him deeply.  “Mm-hm.  Declare to me while we finish what we started earlier.”

 

His eyes shone with love as he moved back between her thighs.

 

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

 

He woke up slowly, his eyes squinting against the sunlight filling the room.  “I must remember to find some heavy drapes.”  He reached out only to find Buffy’s side of the bed empty and cool.  He opened his eyes and then sniffed as the smell of bacon and eggs wafted up the stairs.

 

He glanced at the empty ring box on his bedside table, smiling as he slipped into his robe.  “She said yes.”  He whispered to himself as he ran his hand through his hair.  He heard the tea kettle begin to whistle as he made his way down the stairs.

 

He watched her silently for a few seconds.  She was dressed, her hair still damp from a shower that she had obviously taken, and she was in his kitchen cooking breakfast.  He grinned and walked closer, leaning against the breakfast bar.

 

“Good morning.”

 

She jumped slightly at the sound of his voice, turning and giving him a bright smile.  “Hi, you’re awake.  I thought I was going to have to come up and wake you up.”

 

He chuckled softly.  “Would that have been such a bad thing?”

 

She shook her head as she pulled the bacon strips from the pan and placed them on a paper towel.  “No, not at all.”

 

He stretched his back, wincing lightly at the loud crack that sounded.  “How long have you been up?”

 

“A couple of hours.”  She turned to look at him.  “Was that your back?”

 

He nodded as his eyes took in the food that she was preparing.  “And you’re cooking us breakfast...”


She pulled a plate out of the cupboard, shaking her head as she loaded it with eggs, bacon, and toast. “I’m cooking you breakfast.”

 

He narrowed his eyes slightly.  “You’re not having breakfast with me?”

 

She gave him a sheepish look as she walked over to the table, placing his plate and a glass of juice on the surface.  “I was hungry when I woke up.  So, I had some cereal and toast.”  She walked back into the kitchen and grabbed the cup of tea she had made for him as well. 

 

“Oh, okay.”  He picked up his fork and gently stabbed a piece of scrambled egg.  He smiled at her as she sat down next to him.  He swallowed the bite and picked up another.  “Thank you, Buffy.”

 

She shrugged her shoulders lightly and smiled at him.  “It was something I wanted to do.  I’m not usually up before you...”

 

He took a sip of his tea and looked into her eyes.  “Would you like to tell me the real reason that you were up so early this morning?”

 

She sighed heavily.  “You always know, don’t you?”

 

He chuckled softly, holding his fork out to her to feed her a mouthful of eggs.  “Not always, but most of the time, yes.  What took you from our bed?”

 

She swallowed the food and glanced down at her ring.  “I want Mom to be the first to know.  She was the last to know that we were dating and it wasn’t really fair to her.  I know that she gave us her blessing and all, but...I’m really nervous about telling her.  I mean, it’s one thing to be dating someone, but something completely different when...”

 

She trailed off as she looked at him and saw the wide smile on his face.  He nodded in agreement, taking her hand in his.  “When do you want to tell her?”

 

“I don’t know.  I don’t think this is something that will be a secret for long.  Willow will probably figure it out as soon as I see her.”  She exhaled softly.  “Can we tell her today?  Like...soon, today?”

 

“I’ll finish breakfast and then get ready.”  He gave her a warm smile and popped a piece of bacon into his mouth.

 

Chapter Sixteen

 

Buffy sat down beside of Giles on the couch and offered her mother a smile.  Joyce took a seat on the chair, her eyes darting between the two. 

 

“To what do I owe the pleasure of a Saturday morning visit?”

 

Buffy glanced at Giles, relaxing at the reassurance she found in his eyes.  She took a deep breath and took hold of his hand.  “Mom, Giles and I have something to tell you.”

 

Joyce leaned forward quickly.  “Are you pregnant?”

 

“What?  No!”  Buffy answered quickly, not seeing the amusement in Giles’ eyes.  “I...we...he...”

 

Sensing her daughter begin to panic, Joyce looked at Giles and tilted her head slightly.  “What happened to ‘in a couple of weeks’?”

 

Buffy narrowed her eyes.  “What?”

 

Giles cleared his throat softly and smiled at Joyce.  “It was somewhat of an accident.”

 

Joyce chuckled.  “You accidentally took her to a restaurant and asked her to marry you?”

 

Giles blushed lightly.  “It wasn’t exactly that scenario, but...yes, the question came out in a completely accidental manner.”

 

Buffy stared back and forth between her mother and her fiancé.  “Clue me in, someone?”

 

Giles lightly squeezed her hand as he looked into her eyes.  “I...well, I spoke to your mother about my plans a few days ago.”  He smiled softly.  “I wanted to make sure she would be alright with my proposing to you.”

 

Buffy turned her head to her mother.  “You already knew?”

 

Joyce smiled as she nodded her head.  “I hope you’re not upset.  Rupert wanted to do this in the most traditional way that he possibly could.”

 

Buffy returned her smile and squeezed Giles’ hand.  “And...you’re okay with this?”

 

Joyce chuckled.  “Well, I think that a normal twenty year old would be too young.  But, you’re not exactly normal.”

 

Buffy laughed as she relaxed next to Giles.  “Thanks, Mom.”

 

“Oh, you know what I mean.  And, besides...you two make each other happy.  That’s all I’ve ever wanted for you, Buffy.  For you to be happy.”  She wiped a joyful tear away and grinned at her daughter.  “Now, let me see the ring!”

 

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

 

She hung up the phone and smiled as Giles handed her a bottle of water.  “Scooby meeting scheduled.  They’ll be here in an hour or so.  What’s the gist of the meeting, anyway?”

 

He shrugged his shoulders as he sank onto the couch beside of her.  “A simple announcement pertaining to the fact that sometime in the future you’ll be my wife?”

 

She took a swallow of the water then looked up at him.  “Again, so many words.” 

 

He grinned as he reached for the book resting on the coffee table.

 

“Giles?”

 

“Hm?”  His hand stopped flipping through the pages as he looked into her eyes.

 

“When do you want to get married?”  She searched his eyes for any signs of second guessing.  Seeing none, she continued.  “I mean, is this something you want to do now, or within a few months, or...years.”

 

He offered her a gentle smile as he closed the book.  “I would marry you tomorrow if I thought you were ready.  And, I’ll wait as long as it takes for you to be ready.  Whether that be weeks, months, or years.  My proposal wasn’t given with the expectation of immediate spousal status.”

 

She narrowed her eyes at him.  “Was that British for ‘you pick the date’?”

 

He laughed, his hand reaching up to caress her face.  “Yes, I suppose it was.”

 

She smiled brightly at him.  “So we have time then?”

 

He leaned into her, his lips easily finding hers.  “All the time in the world.”

 

She groaned into his mouth as he deepened the kiss.  He turned his body slightly, pulling her onto his lap so that she was straddling him.  She pulled from the kiss and eyed the clock, sighing heavily.

 

“But, not all the time in the world for this.”

 

He smiled understandingly at her.  “There is a theory that I’ve been told about that I would like to prove or disprove.”

 

Her eyes brightened.  “Oh?”  She let her fingers brush through the hair covering his temple.  “Are you hoping to prove it or disprove it?”

 

He licked his lips, his eyes darting from her lips to her eyes.  “I definitely want it proven.”  His hands moved to rest on her hips as he gazed into her eyes.  “But, you need to give me the rules for procedure.”

 

Her brow furrowed.  “Huh?”

 

“Well...is the theory that it’s just kissing?  Or are there other factors involved as well?”  He slid his hands gently up her sides, his thumbs brushing against the sides of her breasts.

 

“Oh...”  She took a shaky breath before she continued.  “Technically, just kissing.”

 

He nodded slowly as he moved his hands away from her body.  “Then, I suppose you should sit beside of me, instead of on me.”

 

She pouted, bringing a smile to his lips.  “But, I’m comfy here.”

 

He chuckled as he carefully eased her off of his lap.  “Your rules, not mine.”  He waited until she sat down beside of him and turned sideways to face her.  “Now, am I allowed to touch your face or put my arms around you?”

 

She stared into his eyes.  “Giles, when have you ever kissed me without touching or holding me?”

 

He grinned as his hand lifted up to touch her face lightly.  “Never.”

 

Her eyes closed at the light contact and she inhaled deeply.  “Please kiss me, Giles.”

 

He leaned forward, sliding his hand to the back of her head.  “Your wish...”  He whispered softly a split second before his lips captured hers.

 

Her lips parted immediately when his tongue gently nudged them.  She moaned as his tongue swept into her mouth and lovingly caressed hers.  Her nails lightly scratched the back of his neck as his tongue coaxed hers into his mouth.  His groan was muffled as she allowed her tongue to tenderly explore his mouth.

 

He fought the urge to push her body onto the cushions.  It took all of his self-control, but he maintained his position of sitting up and facing her.  His hands caressed her back as she devoured his mouth.

 

Suddenly, he pulled back and sucked her bottom lip into his mouth.  His teeth nibbled lightly on it before his tongue slipped across the sensitive flesh.  He felt a tremor in her body as he repeated the action. 

 

He wanted nothing more than to tear the clothes from her body and make love to her.  But, he reminded himself that this was her theory.  And he couldn’t deny to himself that he wanted to know whether or not it was possible.  He shifted his body slightly in an attempt to give more room for his raging erection.

 

He felt her chest rumble with a groan as he released her lip and plunged his tongue back into her mouth.  Her body trembled in his arms, much to his amazement.  His erection was straining against its confines, begging for relief.  He tried to put it out of his mind, knowing that Buffy was close.

 

He felt her breath hitch and then her body shuddered violently.  Her head flew back, effectively breaking the kiss as she let out a loud groan of ecstasy.  His lips automatically latched onto her throat as she rode out her orgasm.

 

As she came back down, he pulled his lips from her skin and smiled lovingly at her.  Her heart was racing and her breath was heavy as she opened her eyes and looked at him. 

 

“I...think the theory...has been proven.”

 

His trembling fingers brushed her hair away from her face.  “Mm-hm...for both of us.”

 

He saw the puzzlement in her eyes.  “Huh?”

 

A slightly embarrassed smile tugged at his lips.  “I, uh...need to change...”

 

She glanced down at his groin, grinning when she saw the moisture-darkened patch of denim.  She gazed back into his eyes, her fingers lightly touching the side of his face.  “Is it wrong that I feel very flattered by that?”

 

“No.”  He leaned forward, kissing her lips lightly before pushing himself up from the couch and offering her a sly grin.  “I’m feeling more than flattery over your reaction...”

 

She laughed, standing up and gently pushing him towards the stairs.  “Feeling all manly and macho, are you?”

 

“Maybe slightly.”  He turned towards the door as a tentative knock sounded.  He glanced down at his jeans and then took off up the stairs.

 

Buffy laughed softly as she went to the door.

 

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

 

“So, what’s the oogly-boogly of the week?”  Xander asked cheerfully as he grabbed a cookie from the plate that Giles had placed on the table.

 

“Hm?”  He looked at the young man, finding his expectant eyes staring at him.  “Oh...no ‘oogly-boogly’ at the moment.”

 

“Okay, so what’s with the emergency meeting?”

 

Giles glanced at Buffy, clearing his throat as she gave him a nod.  “Uh...Buffy and I...well, we’d like to tell you...”

 

Anya interrupted him quickly.  “Did you get her pregnant?”

 

Everyone stared at her as Giles shook his head.  “No, she’s not pregnant, Anya.”

 

Oz looked at Buffy’s left hand, a small smile tugging at his lips.

 

“Well, we already know that you’re together and having lots of orgasms with each other.”

 

Giles stared at the ex-demon as Buffy snorted.  “Yes, do degrade our relationship to ‘hot monkey sex’ status, please.”

 

Willow chuckled lightly as Anya shut her mouth and crossed her arms over her chest in a huff. Buffy smiled, taking hold of Giles’ hand and taking a deep breath.  She looked at their friends and grinned.

 

“Giles asked me to marry him last night.”  She watched their eyes widen and noticed that Oz merely grinned.  She gently squeezed the hand held in hers.  “And, I said yes.”

 

Willow screamed, jumped up and grabbed her friend in a fierce hug.  Xander’s mouth fell open in surprise.  Anya looked slightly befuddled.  After Willow let go of Buffy, she grabbed Giles, much to his own surprise.

 

He grunted as she squeezed him tightly.  “I need to breathe, Willow.”

 

She let go quickly and looked up at him.  “Sorry, Giles.  I’m just...you guys are getting married!  Oh my God!”

 

Giles laughed softly as Willow grabbed Buffy’s hand to look at the ring.  As she gushed over the jewellery, Giles met Xander’s questioning eyes.

 

“Yes, Xander?”

 

He sat in thought for a second, the leaned forward.  “Is this...you know...legal?”

 

Buffy laughed.  “I’m an adult, Xander.”

 

Xander shook his head quickly.  “No, I mean...Council-wise.  Is it legal?”

 

“Oh.”  She looked at her fiancé.  “Giles?”

 

The corner of his mouth quirked in a smile.  “Perfectly.  The council neither approves nor disapproves.  In areas such as this, they tend to remain neutral.”

 

Anya stared at him and shook her head.  “But you were fired for...what did that guy say?”  She thought briefly.  “Yeah...you had a father’s love for her.  And...this is a lot more than a father’s love.”

 

Giles grinned.  “I was suspended, not fired.  And that was Travers attempting to make me feel worse than I already did.  In actuality, the disciplinary action I received was in response to telling Buffy the truth about the Cruciamentum.  I didn’t follow procedure.  It had nothing at all to do with any relationship I had with my Slayer.”

 

Xander listened carefully.  “Oh...okay.”  He stood up, his smile creeping onto his face.  “Then I say congrats, guys.”

 

Willow giggled.  “So when is it?”

 

Buffy shrugged her shoulders, leaning into Giles when she felt his arm slip around her. “No date set yet.  But, we’ll let you know when we decide.”

 

Anya finally gave them a smile and then a quick hug for each of them.  “Well, I vote for sooner rather than later.  You never know when something bad will happen.”

 

The other five people in the room said nothing, only shaking their heads in mild amusement.

 

Chapter Seventeen

 

He rested his back against the edge of the bar, a cup of tea held gingerly in his hand, as he watched the five of them prepare for patrol.  He took a sip, his eyes meeting Buffy’s over the rim of the teacup.

 

He placed the cup on the bar as she walked over to him.  She glanced quickly at their friends before she gestured towards the hall.  He pushed himself up and followed her.

 

“What is it, Buffy?”  He asked quietly.

 

She took a deep breath and looked into his eyes.  “I want you to come with us tonight.”  She continued quickly before he had a chance to respond.  “I promise I’ll focus and I know you can take care of yourself.  It’s just...I miss having you there.  And I’ve always felt safer when you patrol with me.”

 

“Buffy...”

 

She shook her head quickly.  “Please, Giles.  Just let me prove it to you.  If I fail, then I won’t ask again.”

 

She could see the war raging inside of him.  After what felt like hours, he took a deep breath.

 

“Okay.  We’ll try it.”  He lifted his hand in a gesture that clearly said ‘let me finish’. “But, if you lose focus, I’m coming home.”

 

She smiled happily.  “Deal.”  Leaning up, she placed a soft kiss on his lips.  “Thank you.”

 

He merely nodded and followed her back into the living room.  Willow smiled as he put on his jacket, slipping a stake and a cross into the pocket.

 

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

 

Giles walked beside of Buffy as they made their way down the street.  The other four followed them.  To anyone who should see them, it looked as though they were just a group of friends on their way to somewhere.  Giles chuckled softly at something Buffy had said.

 

Suddenly Buffy stopped, her body stiffening as her head turned towards the cemetery.  Giles followed her gaze and took a step back.  His voice was quiet when he spoke.

 

“Normal formation.  Follow Buffy and I’ll take the rear.  And, be careful.”

 

Buffy looked at Oz, gesturing to Giles quickly with her eyes.  Oz answered with an almost imperceptible nod and took a step to his left.  Willow glanced at him, returning his gentle smile as she whispered.

 

“What’s up?”

 

He glanced at Giles to find the Watcher scanning their surroundings carefully.  “She wants me to watch out for him.”  He gave her a quick kiss.  “Stick with Xander.”

 

She nodded as he held back and fell into step beside of Giles.  The Watcher looked down at the boy curiously.

 

“Oz?”

 

Oz pulled a stake out of his pocket.  “Yeah?”

 

Giles gripped his own weapon as Buffy reached a clearing.  “What are you doing back here?”

 

Oz looked up at him and smirked.  Giles rolled his eyes.  “You’re my watcher for this evening.”

 

“Pretty much.”  Hearing a twig snap, he stopped.  “Also pretty sure you can take care of yourself.”

 

Giles followed the boy’s line of vision and exhaled slowly as four vampires stepped forward.

 

“Here we go.”

 

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

 

To her credit, Buffy kept focused and easily staked the first vampire before spinning around to kick a second.  She smiled to herself as she heard Giles grunt with exertion followed by a vampire’s scream as it exploded to dust.

 

She stared at the vampire standing in front of her.  “You know, I normally pun.  I’m actually known for my punning abilities.  But, I think it’s time for me to plunge and move on.”

 

“Huh?”  The vampire looked confused as Buffy jammed the stake into his heart.

 

Buffy looked around to find Giles pulling Oz off of the ground.  She smiled as Xander, Willow, and Anya stepped out from behind a large monument.

 

“Everyone okay?”

 

Oz brushed dust from the front of his shirt.  “All good.”  He smiled at Giles.  “Thanks.”

 

Giles gave him a quick nod, then turned his head towards Buffy.  “Well done, Buffy.”

 

She walked over to him, smiling brightly.  “I even plunged and moved on.”

 

Giles chuckled as they led the way out of the cemetery.  “Yes.  However, I think in order for that to be effective, you just...do it and not take the time to explain to your foe what you’re doing.  You’re still giving them enough time to keep their bearings.  Taking time to throw puns can lead to dire circumstances.”

 

Xander shook his head.  “It’s nice to have the master of verbiage back with us.”

 

A dark figure stepped out of the shadows, watching the group of people walk away.  He sneered as he heard them laughing softly in the distance.

 

“Soon the fun will begin.”

 

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

 

Her hand rested on his thigh as he drove the familiar route to her house.  He stopped for a red light and turned his head to look at her.

 

“You’re very quiet.”

 

She nodded slowly, meeting his eyes.  “Yeah.  I...don’t want to go home, Giles.  I have trouble sleeping when I’m not in your arms.”

 

He placed his hand over hers.  “I know.  I find myself in a similar predicament.  However, your mother is expecting you home tonight.”

 

She sighed heavily.  “Doesn’t mean I have to like it.”

 

He smiled understandingly as the light turned green.  Five minutes later, he pulled into her driveway and killed the engine.  He squeezed her hand gently and licked his suddenly dry lips.

 

“I’ll, uh...I’ll walk you inside.”

 

She nodded sadly and climbed out of the car.  They walked hand in hand to the front door.  She looked up at him as she opened the door.

 

“Come inside and give me a goodnight kiss?”  She grinned and gently pulled him over the threshold.  “I really don’t want an audience tonight.”

 

His eyes sparkled as he allowed her to pull him inside.  They were barely inside before she coaxed him into a passionate kiss.  His hands grasped her hips as he hungrily returned the kiss.  Their tongues duelled as she backed him against the door, effectively closing it as she pushed the kiss towards a place that left Giles with no doubt as to what she wanted.  She swallowed his groan when she pressed her body tightly against him.

 

“Buffy?  You’re home earl...oh.”

 

Hearing Joyce’s voice, he broke the kiss and gently, but quickly, pushed Buffy away from him.  Joyce tried to hide her smile at his reaction.  His face reddened immediately and he attempted to take a step back, but was blocked by the closed door.

 

“I, uh...we were...”  He exhaled heavily and met Joyce’s eyes.  “Good evening, Joyce.”

 

She grinned at him.  “Hello, Rupert.  I didn’t mean to interrupt, I just thought Buffy would be home later.  After giving you the patrol report.”

 

Giles cleared his throat and willed the redness in his face to go away, along with the physical evidence of his arousal.  “Oh, well...it wasn’t necessary tonight.”

 

“Oh?  No patrol?”

 

Buffy shook her head quickly.  “We patrolled.  Giles came with tonight.”  Seeing her mother shift nervously, she smiled.  “It’s not going to be an every night thing.  I just wanted to show him that I could patrol with him and be okay.”

 

Joyce crossed her arms and sighed.  “And did you?”

 

Giles smiled proudly.  “She did indeed.  It was a very successful venture.”  He glanced at Buffy and grinned.  “I was...am very proud of you.”

 

Buffy beamed at him.  “Thanks.”

 

He reached up and lightly touched her face.  “I...should go home now.  I’ll see you tomorrow?”

 

She nodded and leaned up to kiss him.  Out of the corner of her eye, she saw her mother move further into the living room.  Taking her opportunity, she brushed her hand across his groin causing him to hiss softly.

 

She kissed him tenderly and whispered.  “I wish I could take care of it for you.”

 

He kissed her again before stepping forward and pulling the door open.  “That’s what cold showers are for, love.”  He gave her a wink before looking towards the living room.  “Goodnight, Joyce.”

 

Joyce called out a ‘goodnight’ and Giles met Buffy’s gaze.  “Goodnight, Buffy.”

 

“Goodnight.  I love you.”

 

He smiled brightly as he backed out of the doorway.  “You too.”

 

She watched him until he pulled out of the driveway and then, with a sad sigh, closed the front door.  She walked into the living room and smiled at her mother.

 

“Cup of tea, Mom?”

 

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

 

He fell into the bed, his hair still damp from his shower.  He sighed as he pulled the blanket over him and gazed at the empty side of the bed.  He smiled to himself, thinking about the fact that it wasn’t so long ago that there weren’t sides to his bed.  The bed was his alone.  He rolled onto his back and stared at the ceiling until his exhaustion finally claimed him.

 

A few hours later, his eyes opened and he looked at the clock on his bedside table.

 

“Bloody hell.  Why am I awake at five a.m.?”  He rolled over, reaching for a warm body that wasn’t there.  “Oh...that’s why I’m awake.”

 

Knowing that sleep wasn’t going to return, he grumbled to himself and climbed out of bed.  He looked down and shook his head.  “A cold shower on a cold morning is such a perfect way to start the day.”

 

He made his way to the bathroom and shed his pajama bottoms as he started the shower.  A chill raced through him and with a second thought, he turned the hot water up and climbed in under the spray.  “Too cold for a cold shower.”

 

He rested his forehead against the tiles and let the hot water run down his back.  With a deep sigh he allowed his hand to encircle his erection.  He moaned softly as his hand began to stroke the hardened flesh slowly.

 

“Christ, the things you do to me when you aren’t even here.”

 

He braced himself against the wall with his right hand as his left tightened its grip and quickened in its pace.  He closed his eyes in bittersweet pleasure.  It felt good.  Very good.  But, not nearly as good as when she touched him.  Not nearly as good as when she took him into her mouth.  Not nearly as good as when he was buried deep within her, feeling her walls tighten and convulse around him as she milked him dry.

 

He groaned again and his body began to tremble.  A few more hard strokes and he found his release.  He let go of himself, his left hand rising to the wall.  He leaned against the wall until his breathing began to calm.

 

With a deep, shuddering breath he reached for the soap.

 

Chapter Eighteen

 

It was a little after seven in the morning when he looked up from his book as the front door opened.  He smiled lovingly as she walked in and closed the door behind her.

 

“Good morning.”

 

She smiled back at him and dropped her bag to the floor.  “Hey.  You’re up early.  Dressed and everything.”

 

He raised an eyebrow as she walked over to him, leaning down to drop a kiss to his lips.  “Yes.  You too.  Which is more unusual for you than it is for me.”

 

She shrugged her shoulders and fell onto the couch beside of him.  “I was up at five this morning.  I just couldn’t sleep.”  She leaned against him, sighing happily as he wrapped his arm around her.  “Took care of a few things, had some coffee, decided I couldn’t wait any longer to see you.  So...here I am.”

 

“What things did you have to take care of?”

 

“Huh?”  She blushed lightly.  “Oh, you know...things.”

 

He chuckled softly, allowing his fingers to caress her arm.  “Sounds familiar.”

 

She looked up at him.  “What?”

 

“I had a few things to take care of this morning as well.  Probably around the same time as you.”

 

She snorted lightly.  “Too bad I didn’t know that at the time.  I would’ve come over and we could’ve taken care of things together.”

 

He nodded in agreement as he closed his book.  “Yes.”  He glanced at the window before he stood up and placed the book back on the shelf.  “It’s a nice morning.  Would you like to go for a run with me?”

 

“Really?”  Her question showed her surprise.  Morning runs were something he enjoyed on his own, and he had never asked her to join him before.

 

He smiled at her as he sat down to put on his running shoes.  “Yes, really.  If you don’t feel like it, it’s okay.  I’ll be back in an hour or so and we could do some...”

 

She cut him off quickly as she stood.  “I’d like to come with you.”

 

He grinned at her and then followed her out the door.

 

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

 

She stood at the edge of the cliff and stared into the canyon below.  “This is...beautiful.”

 

“It is.”  He stood beside of her, wiping sweat from his forehead.  “I especially love the gradient colors of the rock.”

 

“What caused the different colors?”

 

“Erosion.  The deeper the erosion, the deeper the color.  And when you have so many different levels of erosion in such a small area, this is what you find.”

 

She smiled up at him in adoration.  “Is this where you come to every morning?”

 

“Not every morning.  But, on nice sunny mornings such as this...the colors are even more magnificent.  I thought you’d might appreciate the beauty as much as I do.”

 

She took his hand, lacing her fingers with his.  “How did you find it?”

 

He stared at the red rock on the opposing cliff side.  “One morning after a particularly difficult night, I went for a run.  I was too caught up in my thoughts and made a wrong turn.  Even though I didn’t recognize anything, I kept running...and eventually I ended up here.” 

 

He looked over at a large boulder.  “I sat on that rock for about three hours and just analysed the canyon until I felt I could go home.”  He took a deep breath and looked down at her.  “It’s been a very special place for me since that morning.  I thought it was time to share it with you.”

 

She looked up at him as he led her to the boulder.  “Do I want to know what morning this was?”

 

He climbed up the boulder and sat down, reaching down and helping her up.  He offered her a small smile as she sat down beside of him.  “Do you really want me to tell you?”

 

She looked out at the rocks and nodded slowly.  “Only if you’re comfortable with me knowing.”

 

He took a deep breath and was quiet for a few minutes.  She was beginning to think he wasn’t going to tell her.  And then he spoke, his voice soft and quiet.

 

“The morning after the Cruciamentum.”

 

She turned her eyes to him to find him staring at the canyon.  “When you almost lost your job.”

 

He shook his head slowly, his eyes still not meeting hers.  “When I lost your trust.”

 

She reached out and placed her hand over his, her thumb rubbing soothingly against his skin.  “It was never lost.  It was just momentarily misplaced.”

 

His jaw clenched and then released as he turned to look at her through watery eyes.  “At the time, I was certain you would never trust me again.  And, I can’t say that I blamed you at all.  I wasn’t sure I would trust me again.”

 

She offered him a smile and squeezed his hand lightly.  “And look at us now.”

 

He smiled as a tear fell onto his cheek.  “Yes, look at us now.”

 

She reached up and brushed his tear away with her gentle touch.  “I forgave you a very long time ago, Giles.  It’s time for you to forgive yourself, okay?”

 

He nodded and leaned down to kiss her.  Their lips met tenderly, just a soft expression of the love and trust that they shared.  He pulled back, his eyes clearing of his earlier tears.  He offered her a genuine smile and then slid down the side of the boulder.  He stood at the bottom, chuckling softly as she jumped down to easily land beside of him.

 

“Are you hungry?”

 

She smiled up at him, giving him a wink.  “I’ll race you home.”

 

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

 

She flopped onto the couch, her annoyance clearly showing on her face.  Giles looked up from his book and tilted his head.

 

“What’s wrong?”

 

She ran her fingers through her towel-dried hair and grumbled.  “I forgot to bring a fresh pair of socks.”

 

He smiled and leaned back in his chair.  “There are a couple of pairs in my sock drawer.  I found them the other day tangled up in my clothes.”

 

She relaxed slightly.  “Maybe I should bring a few changes of clothes over.”

 

He nodded silently and then took a deep breath.  “Yes, you could.  Or...you could just move in altogether.”

 

She looked at him, her mouth opening slightly.  “I’m sorry, what did you just say?”

 

He stared into her eyes, his fingers nervously toying with a leather bookmark.  “I said you could just move in.”

 

She shook her head in confusion.  “Did you just ask me to move in with you?”

 

A smile tugged at his lips.  “Technically, it was stated not asked.  And it was stated twice.  Would you like me to ask you properly?”

 

Seeing she was at a loss for words, his smile grew.  His fingers let go of the bookmark and he pushed his chair back slightly.  “It’s not much and we’ll have to get a bigger place when we do get married, but it should be okay for two people for the time being.”

 

He stood and slowly walked over to her, sitting down on the coffee table in front of her.

 

“This place isn’t the same without you in it now.  The nights are long and cold.  The days are long and, quite frankly, slightly depressing.  Neither of us rest properly when you’re not here.  And, if you want to look at the Hellmouth aspect of the situation, you not resting is never a good thing.”

 

“Are you using me being the Slayer as an excuse for us to live together?”

 

He heard the teasing tone in her voice and smiled.  “Not an excuse, it’s a reason.  One of many reasons.”

 

She smiled and leaned forward slightly.  “Give me another.”

 

“I love you and I want to fall asleep with you every night.  I want to wake up with you every morning.”  He leaned forward, pressing a soft kiss to her lips.  “I want this place to be ours in every way.  Not just mine with a few of your belongings here.” 

 

He waited until she was fully smiling and leaned back with a gleam in his eye.  “Plus, I really want a good night’s sleep.”

 

She laughed and smacked his arm.  “You were doing so well!”

 

He laughed with her for a few seconds before tilting his head and smiling at her.  “Will you move in with me, Buffy?”

 

“Only if you’re sure.  I know how you need your space sometimes, and I don’t want to get in your way.”

 

“I’m sure about this.”  He shrugged his shoulders lightly.  “And if you get on my nerves too much, I can always send you to your mother’s for a while.”

 

They laughed again and Buffy wrapped her arms around him, pulling him to her and kissing him soundly.  She pulled back from the kiss and gazed into his eyes.  “Okay.  Now that we have that settled, what were you reading?”

 

He glanced at the book still resting on the table.  “I was doing some research on celestial activities in correlation with demon behaviour.”

 

She narrowed her eyes slightly.  “Something coming up that I need to know about?”

 

“I’m not sure, I haven’t finished researching yet.”  He offered her a smile.  “Would you like to help?”

 

“It sounds interesting.”  Her brow furrowed.  “And I’m scared that I actually said that.”  She looked up when he chuckled.  “Hand me a book, Watcher-mine.”

 

His heart warmed when she used her old term of endearment for him.  He stood up and plucked an old volume from the bookshelf.  He handed it to her, then turned and walked back to the table.  She looked at him curiously as he sat down.

 

“Aren’t you going to sit over here with me?”

 

He shook his head as he looked down at his book.  “If I sit over there, we’ll accomplish nothing.”  He raised his head and met her eyes.  “And, this could be important.”

 

She gave him a mock-pout and made herself comfortable on the couch before opening her book.  He smiled to himself as he turned the page and began to read again.

 

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

 

A movement caught his attention.  He raised his eyes from the book to find her shifting herself on the couch.  He watched her silently as she turned sideways, resting her back against the arm of the couch and bending her knees to rest the book on her thighs.

 

His eyes travelled down her bare legs, from the hem of her shorts down to her feet.  He smiled to himself as he watched her toes curl on the afghan that was underneath her.  He felt his pulse quicken and the familiar heaviness of his breathing.  He bit his lip and lowered his eyes back to the book open in front of him.

 

She glanced up at him as he shifted uncomfortably in his chair and turned the page.  She watched him for a few seconds, smiling as his fingers began to absently toy with the bookmark again.

 

“Hey, Giles?”

 

“Hm?”  He turned another page, his fingers momentarily tightening on the bookmark before releasing it.

 

She silently closed her book.  “So, these ‘things’ that you had to take care of this morning...”

 

He lifted his head slowly to look at her.  His heart raced as she placed her book on the coffee table and stared into his eyes.  “Yes?”

 

“I was just thinking.  I’ve never actually watched you.  I mean...I’ve seen you touch yourself, but I’ve never seen you make yourself come.”

 

He cleared his throat with difficulty, inhaling sharply as her fingers roamed dangerously over the waistband of her shorts.  “I could say the same about you.”

 

She raised an eyebrow at him.  “True.”  She licked her lips, her fingers edging under the waistband.  “Does the thought of it turn you on?”

 

A small smile played on his lips.  “Do I honestly have to dignify that with an answer?”

 

She pushed her shorts down low on her hips and slid her hand inside.  He groaned softly as he watched the slow movements under the material.  “Take them off?”

 

She chuckled softly.  “Was that a question or statement?” 

 

He met her eyes, causing her to gasp when she saw the intense desire swirling in the green depths.  She lifted her hips slightly and pushed her shorts and underwear down her legs.  His eyes followed the clothing until it landed on the floor beside of the couch.  He bit his lip as he watched her spread her legs further and allow her fingers stroke the soft curls.

 

She smiled at him, her middle finger teasing lazily around her clitoris.  “Come here, Giles.”

 

Without another word, he pushed his chair back and stood.  Her eyes flicked to his groin, causing her smile to grow.  “Your jeans are looking uncomfortably tight in certain areas.”

 

“Mm-hm.”  He walked over and sat down on the coffee table, pulling his shirt over his head and dropping it to the floor.

 

She heard a soft pop and then the sound of his zipper sliding down as she dipped her finger lower, teasing her entrance.  She looked up to find him staring lustfully at her hand, his left hand slowly moving over his velvety hardened flesh.

 

She slipped another finger inside and pressed her thumb against her clitoris, groaning as she watched his thumb glide over the head of his erection, spreading his slowly leaking fluid over the sensitive skin.  His heart pounded almost painfully in his chest as he fought for control.  The smell of her arousal was almost too much for him to take and he tightened his grip, moaning softly as her juices began to seep out from around her fingers.

 

“Too intense...won’t take...long.”

 

She nodded in agreement, biting her lip to hold back her orgasm as his hand quickened its pace.  She listened to his breath heave and could see his abdominal muscles quiver lightly. 

 

“So close, Giles...”  She panted heavily.  “I’m so close.”

 

Her hips bucked wildly against her hand, her thumb rolling her aching clitoris in rhythm with her thrusting fingers.  He glanced at her chest, groaning loudly at the sight of her hardened nipples showing clearly through her thin top.

 

He stroked himself harder and faster, silently urging her to do the same.  She complied, fighting the instinct to close her eyes as her orgasm built quickly.  He watched her body shudder as she groaned and came loudly.  He reached for her hand, pulling her trembling fingers into his mouth and hungrily sucking the juices from her skin. His head suddenly flew back, a cry of ecstasy escaping from his lips as his hot semen landed on her thigh.

 

Feeling her pull her hand from his grasp, he looked at her.  He moaned softly as she collected his seed on her fingers and licked them clean.  He released his softening member and fell to his knees next to the couch.  He leaned over her and covered her mouth with his, kissing her passionately.

 

She smiled up at him as he broke the kiss slowly.  Her hand lightly caressed his chest as he leaned back and returned her smile.

 

“Why did you take your shirt off?”

 

“Too hot.”  He replied simply. 

 

She shifted her lower body and grimaced.  “Um, I think your afghan is going to need a wash.”

 

He chuckled softly as he tucked himself back into his jeans. 

 

Chapter Nineteen

 

The next two weeks progressed quickly.  Giles patrolled with the group several times and had even patrolled once with just Buffy. They had made some headway in the research concerning celestial activities, but Giles knew that there was something missing.  However, today was not about research, he reminded himself with a smile as Xander walked through the front door carrying a large box.

 

Willow and Oz followed him with Buffy’s weapon chest.  Willow smiled at Buffy as she walked back down the stairs after taking a box of clothes up. 

 

“So, your Mom was cool with you moving?”

 

Buffy grinned as she glanced at Giles.  “She was hesitant.  But, I don’t think it came as a big shock.  And, I’ve promised that I’ll visit and have at least one dinner a week with her.  Besides, it’s not like I’m moving out of the state.  And, she can come over here any time she wants.”

 

Anya dropped a small box onto the table.  “Hopefully, she’ll call first.  Because I know from experience that knocking before you enter isn’t always a failsafe.”

 

Giles rolled his eyes and moved past her, walking out the door to retrieve the last of Buffy’s things.  Buffy laughed as she helped Willow and Oz position the chest next to Giles’ weapons cabinet.

 

Oz smirked as he looked around.  “Maybe you should ask Xander to build you an armory to store these in.”

 

Xander took a drink from his Coke bottle.  “It’s been suggested.  Giles didn’t see the humour.”

 

Buffy smiled at Giles as he re-entered the apartment and gently set the bag down.  “Is that all?”

 

Giles nodded and pulled his other hand from behind him.  “Except for this.”

 

Buffy ran over to him, giggling as she took the item from his hand.  “You remembered Mr. Gordo!”

 

Giles grinned in amusement.  “How could I forget?”  He looked around at the others standing in the living room.  “I really appreciate your assistance in this move.”

 

Buffy nudged him in the ribs playfully.  “You couldn’t just say ‘thank you’?”

 

“Yes, well.  Thank you all, very much.”  He glanced at the clock.  “Would you care to stay for dinner?  We could order pizza.”

 

Xander grinned.  “Can we get some movies too?  You know, make it into a pizza-movie-housewarming party-type thing?”

 

Giles laced his fingers with Buffy’s as he nodded, much to Xander’s enjoyment.

 

Willow stared at Xander.  “You’re not picking the movies though.  I’ve had enough of Jackie Chan.”

 

Oz picked up the phone to order the pizzas as the bickering continued between Willow, Xander, and Anya.  Giles smiled adoringly at Buffy and leaned down, kissing her softly.

 

A figure standing in the shadows of the trees outside took a step back from the window.  “We’re so close to playtime.”  He grinned and turned, disappearing quickly.

 

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

 

A tentative knock on the front door roused him from his sleep.  He glanced at the clock, groaning softly when his eyes focused and saw that the time was 4:46 am.

 

“Bloody hell.”  He muttered quietly as he carefully slid out of the bed without waking Buffy.  He smiled at her sleeping form as he slipped on his robe.

 

“This had better be important.”  He grumbled as another knock sounded.

 

He made his way downstairs, running a hand through his sleep-tousled hair as he opened the door.  His eyes narrowed slightly.

 

“Angel.”

 

Angel’s dark eyes offered a silent apology.  “Cordelia had a vision.”

 

Giles stared at him for a moment.  “I’m well Angel, and how are you?”

 

The vampire tilted his head, hearing a soft whimper.  “I’m sorry.  I know it’s late, but it is urgent.”

 

Giles sighed heavily and stepped back enough for Angel to enter.  “Come in, then.”

 

Angel glanced at the stairs, hearing another whimper as Giles closed the door.  He sensed something and then shook it off as he met Giles’ eyes.

 

“You’re in danger, Giles.”

 

“Oh?”  He flipped on the lamp and stared at his visitor.  “What kind of danger?”

 

“According to Cordelia...”

 

He was interrupted by a scream of terror.  The scream consisted on one word – “GILES!” – and it came from upstairs.

 

“Buffy?”  He whispered softly as he watched Giles race up the stairs.

 

He followed the Watcher quickly, stopping at the top of the staircase to find Buffy wrapped in Giles’ arms and crying uncontrollably.  Giles kissed the top of her head, holding her body protectively against him.

 

“Shh, Buffy, it’s okay.  I’m here.”

 

Angel wanted to look away, but found he was unable to do so as he watched her snuggle against the Watcher’s chest.  Instead, he stood still and tried to make sense of the situation.

 

Buffy looked up at Giles and wiped the back of her hand across her face.  “You’re okay?”

 

He nodded, his hand gently stroking her hair.  “I’m fine, darling.  What happened?”

 

Her lip trembled as the tears began flowing again.  “Vampire.”

 

He stared at her, his brow knitting in confusion.  “What?”

 

“You...you were a vampire.  I...I had to...”

 

Giles pulled her tighter, closing his eyes as her pain and terror ripped through him.  It’s okay, Buffy.  It was just a dream.”

 

A soft voice came from across the room.  “It was also Cordelia’s vision.”

 

Buffy’s head snapped up, her eyes focusing on the figure standing in the shadows.  “Angel?”

 

He offered her a small smile and a nod.  “We...the three of us...need to talk.”  His eyes took in the fact that she was wearing a man’s shirt and then noticed Mr. Gordo resting on the chest of drawers.  “I’ll be downstairs.”

 

Buffy turned to Giles, her tears ebbing for the moment.  “Why is Angel here?”

 

He sighed heavily as he stood up and gently lifted her from the bed.  “Apparently, Cordelia had a vision.  Angel came to warn me that I’m in danger.” 

 

His heart ached as the tears welled in her eyes again.  “Buffy, we’ll figure everything out.” 

 

He pulled her into his arms and kissed her softly.

 

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

 

Buffy sat next to Giles on the couch as Angel slumped down into a chair opposite them.  The vampire met her eyes.  “You look well, Buffy.”

 

Buffy nodded slowly.  “Yeah, I am...with the exception of having night terrors about my fiancé becoming a vampire and having to kill him.”

 

Angel’s eyes widened briefly and he glanced at Giles.  “You two are...”

 

Buffy cut him off quickly, with no malice in her voice.  “Angel, you didn’t come here to discuss my love life.  What danger is Giles in?”

 

Angel tilted his head, regarding her carefully before continuing.  “You’re right.  Cordelia’s visions normally aren’t very detailed.  But, apparently The Powers That Be feel that this is a special case and gave us a bit more to work with.”

 

Buffy narrowed her eyes.  “The Powers That Be.  Ominous much?”

 

Giles smirked in mild amusement. 

 

Angel shrugged his shoulders and leaned forward.  “Okay, here’s what I know.”  He turned his eyes to Giles.  “Someone from your past is coming.  There was no vengeance.  It seemed more like he was in awe of you.  There’s a struggle and you’re turned.”

 

There were a few brief seconds of silence before Buffy spoke.  “That’s it?”

 

Angel nodded sadly.  “That’s what they gave us.”

 

“You call those details?  Someone from his past, a struggle, and then he’s dead?”

 

Giles took hold of Buffy’s hand as her anger rose.  “Buffy...”

 

She turned her head, her anger sparking in her eyes as she stared at Giles.  “This is supposed to help?  This is a warning?”

 

His hand lifted and touched her face gently.  “We’ll work it out.  Angel’s used to interpreting Cordelia’s visions.”  He wiped away a tear that had fallen onto her cheek.  “He’s here to help.”  He turned his eyes towards the vampire.  “Correct?”

 

Angel nodded.  “Yes.”  He waited until Buffy looked at him.  “Buffy, I won’t leave until we know that Giles is safe.  I know it doesn’t sound like much, but we do have a bit to work with here.  Maybe we can get everyone together for some research tomorrow?”  He looked back at Giles, his apology reading clear in his eyes.  “Unfortunately, that may mean researching into your past.”

 

Giles gave him a quick nod.  “Buffy knows everything.”

 

Angel stood and put his hands into the pockets of his leather duster.  “We don’t have long.  We should start researching tomorrow.”  He smiled softly as Buffy looked up at him.  “I only ever wanted you to be happy, Buffy.  It’s obvious that you are.  Congratulations.”  He met Giles’ eyes and offered him the same smile.  “To both of you.”

 

With that, he walked to the door and let himself out.  Buffy curled into Giles’ embrace, vowing softly that she would let nothing happen to him. 

 

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

 

He kissed her tenderly as he slowly moved within her.  It didn’t go unnoticed that she was holding on to him tighter than she normally did.  He wondered briefly if it was right to be consoling her fears by making love to her.  But, he knew this was what she needed.  She needed to feel his warmth inside of her as well as the heat of his touch.

 

There was nothing rushed this time.  There were no frenzied movements spurred on by lust.  There was a brief twinge of pain as her nails dug into his back, but he said nothing.  He continued his slow pace, feeling her fear race into his heart.

 

He pulled back slightly and looked at her face, illuminated by the soft morning light seeping into the room.  Their eyes met and he leaned down to kiss away the tear that slipped out of her eye. 

 

“Don’t cry, darling.” 

 

Her hand moved from his back and rested lightly against his cheek.  “I can’t lose you.”

 

He leaned into her touch, sighing at the sadness in her voice.  “You won’t.”

 

“But...”

 

“Shh.”  His voice was soothing and he bent down to kiss her again.  “We’re going to figure it out.”  He tilted his head back and gazed into her eyes.  “I love you so much.”

 

“I love you too.”  She whispered softly, allowing her hand to move from his face and slide down his ribcage.

 

He felt her inner muscles ripple as her fingers tightened on his waist.  He pressed harder into her and kissed her lips.  She whimpered against his lips, feeling her orgasm build.  He answered with a soft moan, his body beginning to tremble.

 

There were no screams of ecstasy as they came together, only quiet moans.  She allowed him to roll onto his side, moving with him in order to keep him inside of her as long as possible.  He wrapped his arms around her, pulling her tight against his sweat-dampened chest. 

 

“Giles?”

 

He stroked her hair gently.  “Yes?”

 

“Aren’t you scared?”

 

He took a deep breath and then nodded slowly.  “Yes, I am.  But, I have to have faith in the belief that we’ll divert this just as we have every other traumatic event.”

 

“It’s different.”

 

He pulled back slightly, sighing as his softened flesh slipped from her.  “Buffy?”

 

She lifted her watery eyes to him.  “Do you remember how you felt when I went to face the Master?”

 

“Yes, I do.”

 

“This is worse.  Not only are you supposed to die, but you’re supposed to become one of them.”  Her lip trembled and the tears returned.  “How am I supposed to destroy a demon that looks and sounds like you?”

 

Hearing the pain and desperation in her voice, his own tears started.  “We won’t let it get that far.  Trust in this.”

 

“I’m scared, Giles.”

 

He took a deep breath and then reached over her to pick up the phone from her beside table.

 

“What are you doing?”

 

He pushed himself up to a sitting position.  “All we are accomplishing right now is working ourselves into a panic.  I’m calling an emergency meeting and we’ll start figuring this out now.  The sooner we figure it out, the sooner it’s over with...and the sooner I’ll see your beautiful smile again.”

 

She pushed herself up beside of him and reached for her mobile phone.  “I’ll call Mom and Willow.”

 

He nodded and dialled a number.  The phone rang twice before it was answered.  He took a deep breath.

 

“Angel, can you find a safe way to get here?  We’re going to start researching now.”

 

Chapter Twenty

 

The room was filled with silence as everyone stared in disbelief.  Xander’s eyes darted between Buffy, Giles, and Angel.

 

“This is a joke, right?”

 

Giles ran his fingers through his hair nervously.  “I rather wish it were.”

 

Anya shifted uncomfortably.  “What happens if we can’t stop it?”

 

Buffy stared at her.  “We’ll stop it.”

 

“But, there’s a chance...”

 

Buffy interrupted her quickly, anger in her voice.  “I said we’ll stop it.”

 

Giles laid his hand on Buffy’s arm in an effort to calm her.  She turned to look at him and nodded slowly.  She shifted her eyes back to Anya.

 

“I’m sorry, Anya.”

 

Anya offered her an understanding smile in acceptance of her apology.  Giles cleared his throat and removed his glasses.

 

“In the event that this is unable to be diverted, there is only one thing that can be done.”

 

Buffy stood up and walked to the mantle.  She stared at a picture of her and Giles that had been taken by Cordelia in the Sunnydale High Library.  Giles had been so fond of the picture that he requested a copy, which he then framed.  It had been placed on the mantle and that’s where it had stayed.  Joyce moved to stand behind her, wrapping her arms around her daughter.  Buffy leaned into her mother’s embrace, whispering softly. 

 

“I can’t do it, Mom.  If it happens, I won’t be able to kill him.”

 

Joyce had no words of wisdom for her daughter.  Instead, she held her as she cried softly.

 

Giles turned his gaze from Buffy and Joyce and faced their friends again.  He caught Willow’s eye and noticed the flicker of hope.  “What is it, Willow?”

 

“Well, we still have the curse that restored Angel’s soul.  We could...”

 

Angel interrupted her quickly.  “That’s not an option.”

 

Buffy turned and stared at him.  “Why?  Are you the only vampire allowed to have a soul?”

 

Angel recoiled from her anger and shook his head.  “No, that’s not what I meant, Buffy.  It’s just...it’s not a life.  Just because you have a soul doesn’t mean everything is all candy and roses.  I merely have an existence, there’s no life.  He would be miserable for the rest of his existence.  Do you really want that?”

 

Giles sighed heavily.  “I’m still in the room.”

 

Willow shook her head at Angel.  “But, if we restore his soul before he kills anyone, then...”

 

Giles stood up quickly, knocking his chair over in the process.  “If I’m turned, there will be no soul restoration.  Someone will have to stake me.”

 

Silence fell over the room again as the implications of Giles’ outburst settled in.  He reached down and picked the chair up.  His voice was somewhat softer when he spoke again.

 

“Someone will have to stake me, and I need to know now who that person will be.”

 

Everyone looked at each other.  No one was able to agree to actually be the person to destroy Giles’ body.  Angel caught Buffy’s eyes and gave her a slight nod.  Buffy looked away briefly before turning back to him and answering with a slight nod of her own.

 

Angel stepped forward.  “If it happens, I’ll do it.”

 

Giles looked at him and smiled sadly.  “Thank you.”

 

Oz had listened quietly and then took a deep breath.  “So that’s settled.  Now let’s find out everything we can to make sure it doesn’t come to that.”

 

Giles offered the boy a grateful smile and walked to a wooden chest in the corner.  He exhaled deeply as he unlocked it and pushed the lid up.  His fingers trembled slightly as he pulled out a series of rather large binders.  He took them over to the table and met everyone’s eyes.

 

“There is only one person in this room who knows everything in these.  The rest of you may be somewhat shocked at the contents.  Just remember, this isn’t the person I am now.”

 

They all nodded nervously and circled around the table.  Buffy stood behind Giles as he sat down, her hand resting lightly on his shoulder.

 

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

 

The sun was beginning to set as he sighed and closed the binder.  Every detail of his life up until he became a Watcher had been analysed and discussed by the group.  They had found a few possibilities, but nothing concrete.  It had been a long day and it was nearly seven in the evening when he ended the meeting.

 

Joyce offered to drive Willow, Oz, Xander, and Anya home.  Buffy wanted to patrol, but Giles was reluctant to allow her to go given her emotional upheaval.  Angel offered to go with her, hoping it would put Giles’ mind to rest.

 

After almost an hour of discussion, Giles finally relented.  Buffy kissed him passionately, requesting that he stay inside.  He nodded in agreement before looking at Angel.

 

“Please take care of her.”  He smiled softly at Buffy and kissed her again.  “Don’t be too late.  I’ll start looking through Council paperwork.”

 

Buffy hugged him tightly and with one last kiss, she and Angel walked into the night.

 

Giles took a shaky breath and made his way back to the bookshelf.

 

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

 

Hearing a quick rap on the door, Giles took a deep breath and set his cup of tea on the table.  As he swung the door open, his heart dropped at the sight before him.  A large vampire was standing a few feet away restraining Buffy.  Hearing a menacing chuckle, his eyes darted towards the dark figure stepping from the shadows.

 

Giles’ eyes sparked with rage and confusion.  “Cavendale.”

 

The man laughed again.  “Come out and play, Rupert.”

 

Giles tore his eyes away and looked at Buffy, helpless in the grip of the vampire.  Sensing his hesitation, Cavendale took another step forward.

 

“You can either come out, or...”  He grinned as his face contorted into a vampire’s visage.  “You can watch as he snaps her neck and rapes her broken corpse right here in front of you.”

 

His eyes filled with tears as he looked at Buffy.  She tried to shake her head, but was unable to move.

 

“Buffy, I swore an oath to protect you.”  He turned his raging eyes to the vampire.  “You’ll let her go?”

 

Cavendale grinned.  “That’s part of the fun, Rupert.”

 

His gaze found Buffy’s terror-stricken face.  “I’ve always said that I would give my life to protect you.  I love you so very much, Buffy.  I always have.”  He took a deep breath.  “Please forgive me.”

 

He stood just inside the doorway for a few more seconds, taking a moment to stare into her eyes.  A tear rolled down his cheek as he stepped over the threshold.  He heard her strangled cry as Cavendale grabbed him roughly.

 

He stared into her eyes, tears streaming down his face as Cavendale pushed his head to the side, exposing his neck.  “I love you.”  He offered her a sad smile.  “Leave until Angel has done what he promised.”

 

Cavendale bared his fangs and sneered at Buffy.  “It shall be enjoyable to watch him kill you, Slayer.”

 

Buffy screamed as he lowered his mouth to Giles’ neck.  Giles gasped, the pain showing clearly on his face as the vampire punctured his neck and began to drink.

 

Buffy’s muscles gave way, her vision blurred by her tears.  She sobbed his name repeatedly as his eyes began to close.  The vampire holding her laughed maniacally.  Neither of them saw the dark shadow fall from the roof to land behind Cavendale.

 

The vampire dropped Buffy to the ground as Cavendale exploded in a rain of ash.  Giles’ body crumpled to the concrete.  Buffy looked up, screaming Giles’ name as she hurried to his side.  She ripped his shirt and pressed the cloth to his wound in an attempt to stem the flow.

 

The vampire stared into Angel’s eyes as Angel threw the stake.  His aim was perfect and the vampire screamed as he turned to dust.

 

Angel knelt on the other side of Giles and put his hand over Buffy’s to increase the pressure on the wound.

 

“Don’t leave me now, Giles.”  She whispered urgently.

 

His eyes fluttered.  “Not...planning...on it.”

 

She smiled, sniffling as she gently touched his head.  His eyes shifted, focusing on the vampire helping tend to his wound.

 

“Did you get...separated?”

 

Angel nodded slowly.  “They jumped us from behind.  I’m sorry...I tried to...”

 

His eyes met Buffy’s.  “Are you okay?”

 

She nodded quickly, her face wet with tears as she leaned down to kiss his lips gently.  “We need to get you to the hospital.”

 

“I’m tired...very tired.”

 

Angel slid his hands underneath Giles and looked at Buffy.  “Keep the pressure as tight as you can.  I’ll carry him to the car.”

 

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

 

The doctor standing at the nurse’s station looked up in alarm as they rushed through the door.  He dropped his clipboard and ran towards them.

 

Buffy spoke quickly, yet efficiently.  “He’s lost a lot of blood.  His blood type is B positive, so is mine.  Take what you can from me and give it to him.”

 

The doctor gestured for Angel to put the man’s body on the gurney.  “What’s his name?”

 

“Rupert Giles.  He’s forty-four, allergic to penicillin and prednisone.”

 

Okay, and you are?”  He looked down at her sympathetically.

 

Her trembling hand brushed through Giles’ hair.  “His fiancée, Buffy Summers.”  She looked up at the doctor with tears in her eyes.  “Where do I go to donate blood for him?”

 

The doctor motioned for the nurse as he looked into Buffy’s eyes.  “You’ll only be able to donate a pint, but we should have B pos in the blood bank.”

 

She nodded quickly and followed the nurse.  She turned back before she rounded the corner.  “Just make sure that he definitely gets my pint.”

 

The doctor looked at Angel.  “Are you family?”

 

Angel nodded and looked down at Giles.  “Nephew.”

 

“Okay, I think you’ve gotten him here in time, but...I need to get him into the OR for immediate transfusion.”

 

Angel backed away from the gurney and watched as they wheeled Giles through the swinging doors.  He turned to the nurse standing at the desk.  “Is there a phone I can use?  I need to call the rest of our family.”

 

The nurse picked up the phone resting on the desk and placed it on the counter.  “He’s in good hands, sir.”

 

Angel gave the nurse a small smile and proceeded to make the appropriate phone calls.

 

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

 

His eyes blinked open slowly, his confusion setting in as he took in his surroundings.  He turned his head to find Buffy sitting beside the bed staring at the hand she held in hers.

 

“Hello.”

 

Her eyes snapped up and a smile graced her features.  “You’re awake.  How are you feeling?”

 

He squeezed her hand lightly.  “Surprisingly well.  I feel a little...high.  Like there is a humming underneath my skin.  Have they given me something for pain?”

 

Buffy shook her head and leaned forward, kissing him gently.  “No.  That would be the Slayer healing doing its job.”

 

He narrowed his eyes.  “What?”

 

“I gave you some of my blood.  I was hoping that it would help you heal faster.”  She smiled softly.  “It sounds like it’s working.”

 

She looked into his eyes, waiting for him to admonish her.  Instead, he surprised her by returning her smile.

 

“Thank you.”

 

“You’re welcome.”  She whispered softly, her eyes flicking towards the bandage on the left side of his neck.  “Looks like we’re going to have matching scars.”

 

He chuckled gently, raising his hand to lightly run his fingers down the right side of her neck.  His fingers slid from the scar to behind her neck, gently pulling her towards him.  His kiss was intended to be soft, but quickly spiralled into the passion he felt for her.

 

“Someone’s feeling better.”

 

They reluctantly pulled from the kiss at the sound of Xander’s voice. 

 

Anya sighed heavily.  “Do we have to knock on the door here too?”

 

Giles laughed softly, turning his eyes to his visitors.  “Hello.  I trust all is well?”

 

Willow ran to his bedside and hugged him fiercely before scowling at him.  “Don’t you ever scare us like that again!

 

He smiled warmly at her.  “It wasn’t my intention to scare you like that at all.”  His eyes darted to Angel standing quietly in the corner of the room.  “Thank you, Angel...for...”  He sighed softly.  “Thank you.”

 

Angel nodded in understanding as he stepped forward.  “I’m just glad that I didn’t have to follow through on my promise.”

 

A nurse walked into the room and smiled at the group of visitors.  “Just a few more minutes, guys.  Mr. Giles needs his rest.”

 

Giles pushed himself up and shook his head.  “No, I need to go home.”

 

Buffy placed her hand on his shoulder and pushed him back down.  “You are going to stay here for at least one night.”  She looked up at the smiling nurse.  “It’s okay that I stay with him tonight, right?”

 

The nurse chuckled.  “I have a feeling it wouldn’t matter if the doctor said no.”

 

Buffy grinned.  “No, it wouldn’t.  I was just being polite.”

 

 

Part Three

 

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